daye

2010-01-06T01:51:00.001+08:00

2010-01-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

daye is deprived of th thing that she wants.

my freaking cousin is working under Fossil, which carries many branded brands like Burberry, Emporio Armani, Armani Exchange, Marc Jacob etc.

so me and baby went to see th watches. hehe

and we saw a very nice couple watch!

thn my cousin say "Oh must go to th main branches under Fossil thn can purchase th watches"

so we went "Watch Station" at 313 &Fossil at Pacific Plaza.

turned out, baby's watch have and mine dont have.

been asking my cousin to help me transf out th watch that i want from Vivo to Pacific so i can get th staff discount from her, but apparently to no avail.

she is freaking selfish, AND I OFFICIALLY DISLIKE HER.

th reasons she gave me:

"dont trouble those ppl."

"i only have 1 hr break and you expect me to help you do that in my limited hour?"

&at times she jst ignore me &took that i didnt say anything.

thanks alot, now i know wad cousins are for :)

_l_

argh, cant believe time FLIESSSS.

it's freaking Jan 6th!

omg, 5 more days to schl-reopening.

yeah, i cant wait.

fck, wadever.

jst had a very nice chat with my dear rach .

cant accept th fact that th clique's so broken that there're only 6 of us left. :(

im gna miss you guys, rach mab & BRENDAAA!

brend ah, emo keep drinking is not a way out yeah. :)

if you miss us can jst call us!

me angie and sok and hwee are jst a call away!

yeah, tdy is 6th jan

another 17 days, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAYBEE!

hehe.

i i alrd bought HALF of his bday present

yah, half.

cause i actually bought a FEVOcard for him, personalised with our photo.

so sweet right!

but he didnt want th money inside(sad face) so im gna use that money to get something else for him!

which is what, i havent really decided. :p

i think 2009 has been a great year for me.

besides knowing my clique, who are reallyreally great friends, esp sisya, someone rly special &dear to me stepped into my life :)

hehe

yeh, you know im talking abt you! :3

every word i wrote in every letter and note i gave you are words from th very bottom of my heart.

which simply means, i rly meant every thing i wrote.

i'll treasure you loads, i swear.

besides my precious baybee,

sisya! is th nxt person that i hope to keep in contact with throughout my life. :)

although she can get really aunty at times, its her aunty-ness that reminds me of impt stuffs that i've to deal with be it choir or studies.

srsly lucky that i've got her with me in th same cca.

caroling with her, worrying abt brend with her, joking &fooling arnd with her, its really fun.

i guess its jst th kind of "something" that you have between ppl born on th same day. :p

although many times after caroling i'd pangseh you and go with jh, i rly hope you dont mind!

2010's gna be a tough year for us! JIAYOU FOR As! :D

(hope you find a rly nice guy soon siaoehh!)

urgh, and i miss calling each other siao-ehs within th clique.

2009's so memorable..

I LOVE 2009!

I LOVE TPJCHOIR!

I LOVE S20 CLIQUE (i rly do)

I LOVE YAPJIAHANNNN!

baby, like an elixir that heals,

your words &actions brings liveliness to my life,

making it vibrant &colourful.

i wonder how, but it jst happended, so miraculously,

just like a fairytale coming true.

I SUPERLY LOVE YOU! ♥

2009-12-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

2009-12-28T00:38:00.002+08:00

Sing Myself A Love Song Cause I'm Crazily In Love.

i miss yapjiahan.
:(

had my veryvery last caroling session @ GrandPark CityHall on Friday.
&my verily shuaige boyfriend went there to hear my solos. :p
somehow bay wore until damnnnn shuai on friday.
so shuai that i fell in love with him all over again~ hehe

after my caroling ended, we went home , changed thn went to Farrer Park CitySqMall.
wanted to buy th tarts but all sold out :(
thn we went to buy sushi cause got 30% offer. hoho.
ate alrd thn headed down to town.
shopped but didnt managed to buy anything :(
Orchard Rd was freaking filled with ppl.
But it's such a turn-off srsly.
at 1015pm th workers are alrd removing th "accessories" for Orchard Rd ie th lights etc.
esp Taka, omfg.
few mintues past 10pm and th workers have alrd succesfully removed one of its gigantic pink ribbon.
freak.
everyone there enjoying th last 2 hrs of 25th xmas day &they had to do that.
kinda spoiled my mood abit.
urgh D:<

aft orchard went to baby's hse .
he had mj session with his friends so i played. :p
hehhe.
quite fun to play with them, bunch of funny friends.
thn had to leave arnd 245 cause my aunt askd me to go home D:
baby sent me to outside his house de road thn i cabbed home.

went msia over th wkends. SHOPPED!
managed to only buy one bra and one top.
had sushi for lunch (again).
thn went home alrd.

ily.
forever love.
staying with you till forever ends.
♥

2009-12-20T15:47:00.003+08:00

Yooo
i jst came across this very nice fb group.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=213340931968&ref=nf

The content : (which i think is quite true)
90 things that girls need to know about guys.

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.
11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.
24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.
53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.
56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.
57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.
58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.
62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.
63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.
64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.
65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.
66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.
67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.
68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.
69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.
70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.
71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.
72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.
73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.
74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.
75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.
76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.
77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this: a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are. b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.
78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.
79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!
80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.
81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.
82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.
83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.
84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.
85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.
86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.
87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.
88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.
89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.
90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

quite cool aye? haha.
bay read &tell me whether true nort k! :p
iloveyouuuuuu~

2009-12-20T01:03:00.001+08:00

2009-12-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

:D

i had brunch with bay's parents. hehe.
went to Chinatown and ate at restaurant calld Spring Court.
wooo. ate Buddha Jump Over Wall. hoho
:p so generous of baby's parents.. :D

ILOVEYAP!

Today, i love you.
Tomorrow, i'll love you.
The day after tomorrow, i'll still love you.
The daysss after that, i'll still be loving you.
i'll always love you, i promise. ♥

2009-12-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

2009-12-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

my blog's dead, &im dying soon.

i feel miserable recently.
srsly.
first th sore throat.
thn th flu came (somehow)
and now my forehead's hot and i can feel my temperature rising.
urgh.
jst what's gng on?!

went for choir @PoMo ytd night. my sorethroat+flu killed my high notes &i cld barely hear myself reaching th superly high note in my OCome descant. fck.
after choir baby came and find me after his work.
he was dng surveys @suntec! hahah :p
thn after we met we bus-d down to orchard! woohoo.
actually planned to go there to spam photos of orchard rd.
in th end... yeh i brought th camera, but my cam batt was still charging at HOME!
DOTS.
felt so stupid.
went to Macs for dinner thn went to Tangs, hoping to find th orange Dickies bag.
Went to Vivo's Tangs on Friday, wantedto buy th orange bag. in th end th staff's attitude was like shite. IT WAS ORANGE COLOR YO! she told me "oh that's th last one". fck. how cld that be possible?! i dont see anyone bringing orange bags arnd yo mud.

okay anw, cldnt find Dickies at all in Orchard Tangs :(
thn we went to hunt for th place with lotsa ahlians&bengs. th XXCineplex. yeah i cant rmb th name la, wadever.
In th end we went Heeren instead. hehe.
went into SpinTheBottle and saw this very nice brownredgreen checkered bag. oomg i jst loved it. thn went to CHECK and saw th orange dickies. urgh, very indecisive betwn th 2bags.
and in th end i bought th YakPak bag. hohoh.
$50! and th carrier was very nice~ :D
after buying my bag, went to 313 and bought caramel latte. hehe.
thn bus back to dhoby for 147.
thn went home le :)

Have been caroling quite often recently.
hehe i find that it's smth very nice to do. :)
oh &my baby came rafflesplace on Friday to see me carol~
hehehe ♥

today is 14th Dec.
11 more days to 25th Dec, Christmas Day, 5months' day.

i look forward to spending my life with you, yes, my life.
jst you &only you wld be enough for me to treasure &love.
i know i get unreasonable at times but yet you're always understanding enough to forgive me, despite how angry i've made you.
i did stupid things without considering your feelings but still you let them pass &continued loving me.
sometimes all th quarrels makes me wonder if im ever worthy of you &your love.
but thn you'd be there to assure me that yes i am.
&that's how you got me lovin' you.
♥

2009-11-29T03:10:00.004+08:00

2009-11-29T02:37:00.002+08:00

hehe,jiahan is th awesome-est boyfriend in th worldd! :D
(baby ask me post de)
hehe.♥

stupid pigboy is having his 2nd mahjong session at biggay's house right now!
This would be his last mj session!
Gotta force him to start studying for his tests nxt week :)

My new camera rocks!
:D
although im still not very familiar with which shooting mode to use etcetc, i think it rocks!
it has a chio face &is jst chio.
HAHAH.

Thursday:
Official starting day of holiday! :3
slept till 11am thn went hgmall , bought bengawan solo pandan cake thn bus-d down to Kallang, mummy's work place.
i cant tahan th fact that i always have to spam call her before she finally picks up th phone.
it jst gets on my nerves &makes me frustrated! urgh.
anw, i called her like 5 times thn she finally picked up th phone.
thn went up to her workplace (my first visit)
had free brunch there, hehe.
th porridge that th aunty cooked was damn freaking nice.
tastes like my ahma's.
hehe.
had a bowl of porridge &a slice of cake, thn went to fnd my mom.
saw many cute lil babies and kids there.
took a few pictures of them too.
there's this kid who had a jap sumo face!
haha :X
abit ugly la.
hoho.
thn a lil guy calld weihan. very cutee!
totally not afraid of strangers!!
so i went over to carry him and he jst allowed me to!
hahaha.
so cute of him.
he's like th cutest amongst all th babies there.
&he doesnt know how to walk yet. hahah.
thn another baby in orange clothes! he got th super blur face.
feel like giving him tight slap those type :x
shall post his pic later!
hehe.
another baby girl calld ANQI! haha. :p (same as sisya!)
she kept pushing her toy to me -.-"

okay after th visit, i left at 315.
at that place was so lok kok that my phone had totally no reception.
:\
&baby calld me like 28times before i finally went out , and he cld call through.
sorry!!
:(
thn rushed down to tpy &traind to yck to meet baby.
thn went his house :)
arnd 630 we left &bus-d down to pasir ris!
met brend and guys for drinking!
there were brend nich sisya raudah jundong jeff[jd's friend] &hayden(is it spelld this way, or is it keiden?) :\
okay wadever.
thn we drank and played drinking games.
hahaha.
that xxden guy ran into th girls' toilet and shouted "qiang jian!"
hahaha.
thn baby had to go in front of those ahlians playing swing, practically act like a moron and shout "WAAAA" -.-"
LOL.
and he shouted so dman loud la omg..
overall th game was kinda fun. :)
thn blasted music all th way.
and obviously brend was drunk before we even started th game o.o
hahah.
okay thn we had some food and went back le.
baby was drunk and slept all th way from pasir ris to hougang.
&i talkd to his mom on th phone! :\
hehe.
thn me and baby went Ave8 Macs and had our "dinner".
after that as usual, he sent me home..
AND HE LOST HIS HOUSE KEYS!
his mom knew that he was with me, so she jst locked th door adn went to sleep -.-"
from 12 to 1245 baby jst kept spam calling his house but no one answered.
i helped to call his dad's hp but to no avail too.
thn suddenly i cldnt contact baby at all.
for a moment i thought "how come he spam call so hiong" cause his phone was constantly unavailable!
thn i realised his phone was out of batt.
askd him to go bryan's hse, he didnt want too.
so he jst sat outside his house &waited!! -.-"
yeah and i was worried sick cause i cldnt reach him.
so for th nxt 20 mins, i logged in his fb and msn&finally found someone who cld give me bryan's no.
so bryan texted me and i askd him to go baby's house to check on baby.
in th end that pigboy was rly sitting outside his house waiting for a miracle. -.-
hahaha.
and by that time it was alrd 145AM.
so pigboy went to biggay's house.
and within 5 min, pigboy managed to contact his mom cause his mom jst nice woke up for toilet.
DOTS
damn suey.
okay thn pigboy went home after that.
end of story. :p

FRIDAY:
met baby &we went vivo for sushi!
hehe.
there's this sushi shop at basement of vivocity which sells cheap and nice sushi.
it's rly cheap, like srsly even cheaper thn th lousy EPOsushi or is it EDOsushi?
:\
thn sorta did something wrong again which made baby angry :(
*sorry*
after that we bus-d down to bugis and shopped.
looked arnd for black shirt for caroling &baby went to shop for black pants too.
in th end he cldnt find any, and i bought my black blouse at G2000.
thn we went to HipDinerUSA for dinner!
its a restaurant by BillyBombers.
th LambShank there is rly nice!
and i love their mashed potatoooo!

after dinner went to shop for baby's wallet.
thn went home le. :)

TODAY:
had choir prac at POMO.
after prac i saw MsYoung @MadJack at POMO.
haha
she didnt see me though, cause she was inside th restaurant and i was only passing by.
baby waited for me at POMO.
and bought me a light dinner.
eggtart and sandwich from MadJack :D
thanks love!
AND HE BOUGHT ME FERRORO ROCHER!
hehe.
so sweeet of my baby.
:D
iloveyou pigboy!
thn we bus-d down to tampines.
went to see his wallet againnnn.
and we had frolick.
heh
saw brend at Isetan and i fed her frolick.
haha.
:p
and baby bought a pair of shorts from cotton on!
yeah and thats abt it. :)

i kinda miss my clique.
yeah.
:(

ANYONE HAS BLACK COVERED HEELS TO LEND ME?
I NEED IT ON MONDAY &i dont feel like buying one.
:\

Time together is just never quite enough
when you and I are alone, i've never felt so at home
&i dont wna miss a thing with you.
♥

2009-11-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU MA!!!
♥

2009-11-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

2009-11-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

HEHEH

Wendaye is a happy woman. :p

jst came back from shopping with my cousins @cityhall :D
both cousins are having prom on Tuesday..
ahah, so coincident sia :p

was @TOPMAN with my cousins.
ken bought like 167dollars worth of clothes, &was planning to get a member card.
thn a Philipines girl infront of us askd us if we needed a 20% discount voucher.
hahaha
so in th end my cousin got th discount instead of th member card, and he only paid $137!
TOPMAN is having jeans promotion!
like only $69 per pair of jeans siaaaa.
definitely worth th money :)

thn went to Charles&Keith to get freesia's heels.
thn walkd arnd.
&we went to suntec convention centre!
went for th electriec IT fair &bought a new Olympus camera.
hehe.
daye's first personal camera.
whahaha.
damn happy :p

thn went for dinner @th foodjunction at suntec &went home le.

i wonder what's causing our distance.
i've never felt so far away from you.
i'm having doubts about our future.
i can't stand this at all.
Juts What Happened?

we're so close yet so far, &it's tearing me apart.

2009-11-16T13:49:00.003+08:00

all that is mine is yours, that's what i said.

treat you with love and respect in every way

you want it, i gave. you need me i was there.

now you treat me like if i'm not here.

i love you and i need you, dont wanna let go

if you want somebody else please let me know

can't take it no more, i feel i'm dying inside

is this the price i pay for handing you my life?

i know im not perfect but i truly cared.

jst remember i love you, it'll never be the same.

gave you everything, &you threw it all away.

even when times are hard, i held out my arms and held you.

even accepted you through whatever weather.

but i know, i've given you my everything.

2009-11-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

你爱我吗，我可以这样问你吗
你爱我吗，你给我的温柔是寂寞吗
你爱我吗，你心里还有遗憾吗
你是真的爱我吗

2009-11-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

no matter how far away you go, i'll be here waiting for you.
jst, dont throw our love away.
i love you, i need you, so please dont throw our love away.

2009-11-15T02:13:00.002+08:00

BOOMZ.
it all went down before you've started realising things the way they are.

jst had a great day with clique (:
went to Angie's house &caught 17again and IceAge3 in chi version :p
sisya's house in punggol was damn nice.
loved it.
(:
went to srgn gdns with abc for astons.
drank mushroom soup &ate mashed potato.
had fun gossiping with my dear girls. :3
so glad to see brend &sok back tgt.
:D

had lunch with baby's parents on friday.. :\
haha.
kinda turned out okay i guess.
his dad gave me th impression that he's such a happy-go-lucky person cause he kept laughing &smiling.
:p
yay &baby's mom askd me to join them for thai food next time round.
hehe.

babyyyyyy,i loveyouuu :D

ohoh, caught 2012 at Iluma on friday.
woahh.
th movie is damn freaking looong, like 2hr40 min!?
haha.
but its damn nice.
abit sad/devastating though..
jst imagine th whole world becoming like that, &only a few hundredthousands of ppl cld survive.
omg.
"...take the time to talk to their loved ones.."
how often do we do that?

finally am able to get lukey to go out..
haha.
gna meet him for lunch or movie on 24th :D
thn exchange belated bday gifts. (:
havent seen him for damn long!
like gng a year isnt it?!?!
stupid lukey.
i wonder if he's gotten himself a gf in jc alrd?
hoho :p

school resuming on monday..
hais.
boring.
i want my holiday to come soon.
i wna get my nails done with brown color. :p
i wna go out everyday with eyeliner.
oohmygod.
i love eyeliner.
thats th bestest make-up tool ever invented!
hehe
&i wna shop for my new yr clothes alrd!
i wna get black pants for my baby.
i wna get tshirts for him too.
i wna get a pair of shoes for him.
i wna get a bottle of cologne for him.
hoho.

When i say i love you, i dont say it out of habit or to start a conversation.
I say it to remind you that you're the best damn thing that has ever happened to me.
iloveyou.

2009-11-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

2009-11-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

whheee. havent been blogging for ages AGAIN!
haha. :X
okay lets see.
i jst had MAC brkfast with baby! :3
heh.
i love him soooo much!

MONDAY:
No school cause my peeps had As MTL.
met baby at 3plus i think. went his house thn arnd 4plus we left and bus-d to cityhall.
met up with brend &angie!
thn we went to NYNY. :D
thn hwee and zy came.
so we ordered our food.
baby ate fishNchips, and i ordered some spare ribs or smth
ooomg. its damnnn nice! :B
thn we shared sprite float, also known as SnowWhite. haha!
okay anw. brend actually told me ceci MIA, mabel was late, and rau&rach cabbing down late.
in th end th 4 of them turned up tgt!
OMG.
wad a surprise.
hoho.
&they had a bday cake for me &sisya :p
sok said " 我特地请德国师傅做给你们的!"
hahha. rly buay tahan her manz. :p
okay nxt.
brend &rach went to buy breezer! woohoo! \m/
drank peach breezer. :)
but i didnt finish th whole bottle cause baby didnt allow. -.-
D:
im living in deprivation of alcohols.
(jst kidding baby :p)
after dinner went to flyer!
:D
student promo so each person only $10.
hhoho.
first time up flyer.
so coolioz.
kinda scary right at th top cause th buildings seemed so puny.
haha .
cld see esplanade &everything else.
this fat jap guy took th same cabin as us.
&he seemd damn fck pissd off
haha .
cause sok and guys were singing &dancing in th cabin -.-"
hahaha.
&th worst part was they were awfully out of tune.
took pictures on flyerrr. :)
night scenery on flyer was damn chioz. :B
after flyer took bus to esplanade.
th guys took bus while me &baby walkd back to cityhall .
had icecream from citylink. :)
th waffle cone was very nice. but damn ex also. $7.50 per scoop? o.o
ya thn walkd to bustop &bus-d home.

TUESAY:
had PW in th morn.
jst grabbed any chance we cld to leave th class &schl.
totally pissd with HER cause weren't dng anything except talking.
zz.
wasted 3 hours in schl.
thn afternn came home thn went orchard with mom.
shopped arnd, bought nothing -.-"
had dingtaifung &swensens icecream for dinner.
thn dabao-d carlsJR for freesia thn went home le.
yeh boring day.
&happy birthday to me on tuesd :D
baby did update my blog that day.
hahahah :3

WEDNESDAY:
went schl at 10am for OP trial.
after OP went for lunch opp schl with brend angie rach and baby. :)
oh &baby dyed new hair color..
tsktsk.
damnnnn light brown.
abit ahbeng :(
but i'll still love him like i do ♥
hmm i cant rmb wad i did after that..
but most prolly i went baby's hse (?)
haha.
yeh i think that was th day i saw baby's mom.. :\

THURSDAY:
had OP trial.
omg was srsly shivering while delivering my speech. hahaa.
okay &my Q&A was badly done i guess..
:(
yeh.
after PW went home thn changed thn went baby's house.
was gna meet NX ahjess and mt for dinner @chomp.
thn at 6plus, walkd out to take bus. hoho.
baby fell down :C
thn his pants SPLIT! LOl :X
hehe.
i think he's oky alrd now :)
yeh anw. thn went home to change his pants thn we went bustop to wait for my cousin.
she stupidly took th wrong bus -.-"
okay so after she reachd we walkd to another bustop and took 136.
saw nx and guys on bus so we went there tgt. :)
ahjess say yappy better looking than weh'er :p
hhooh.
BABYYY! ARE YOU GLAD TO HEAR THAT?! ♥
i love you! hehe.
had alot of nice food at chomp. thn after chomp went for frolickkks!
oooooh.
nice i love frolick.
i wna go try th green tea flavour one!
BABY I WANT GREEN TEA FROLICKKK!
:p
after that went home le.

FRIDAY:
NO SCHOOL!
hehe
met baby after his school. thn went his house.
fell asleep :\
hahaha.
stayed at his house until 5 thn we traind to dhobyghaut.
claimed our free Nuggets &Fishburger and tahdah! our dinner :D
thn had Andersen's ice cream.. hehe.
thn met sisya. &i forgt to photocopy th choir scores!
OMG
so rushed down to B2 for th photocopying thingy.
WTF.
its damn freaking ex.
each pc of paper 20cents.
DOTS.
but still had to pay cause bobian.
thanks to baby who rushed upstairs to withdraw money to help me pay for th scores first.
SISYA! BETTER PAY ME BACK TH MONEY AH! HAHAHA. :D
okay thn after printing th scores went to meet with yj,moses,jessica,jiayun thn we walkd to th cathay to meet faisal &azri.
OHYA
WTF.
I FREAKING DIDNT PAY MY PHONE BILLS FOR 3 MONTHS, LOL.
THN STUPID STARHUB CUT MY SERVICE!
LUCKILY BABY LENT ME HIS PHONE...
ahaa :)
THANKYOU LOVE! ♥

thn had choir from 730 to 10..
woah.
damn nice.
still in sop1.
hehe.
after choir baby came and fetch me home.
&he brought me a delifrance chicken pie .
hehe.
so sweeeeeeet.
ya and baby told me his mother say want dinner with me -.-"
Lol.
dman shocked plsu scared plus paiseh man.
:p
hhee.

Only your love allows my heart to continue beating.
baby set this as a note on my phone.
how sweet is that? ;)

baby.
pls allow me to love you till th end of time.
cos you're th only reason to my every smile.
iloveyou, truckloads.
♥

2009-11-03T00:38:00.003+08:00

2009-11-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHNG RU YING WENDY!
YOU ARE NOW OFFICALLY 17!

hello, your boyhwend here to wish you a very happy 17th birthday and may all your wishes come true!
17 doesn't grant you the pass to many things, so don't anyhow ah! must wait another year!
and hope you enjoyed yourself today and every moment spent with me! :D
the road ahead of you will be a brigther one!
i love you! <3
signing off, yappy.

2009-11-02T01:30:00.001+08:00

i love my BOYHWEND. ♥

2009-11-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHH.
I LOVE SENTOSA SPOOKTACULAR.
♥

been a week since i last posted.
i feel so lazy :\
hehe.

anw, jst gna blog abt some major events happening in my life :)

oh, i had OP trial on Frid.
was totally not prepared for it.
so yeh, screwed.
haha.
:\
gna prepare my OP speech soon.
yeh, sooon.
:(
i hate pw.

Friday:
left schl early.
practically sneakd out with rach &ceci.
hhhaa.
:p
went home thn bathed thn baby came my house.
he fell asleep while i was preparing myself..
after that went to his house.
greeted his mom..
hehee
:p
so scary to see his mom.
first time wor ..
hoho.
after that we bus-d to ikea!
had meatball, pancakes &chicken wings.
hehe.
oomg.
th meatball th pancakes th chicken wings tasted heavenlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
♥
after that bus-d to tamp mall.
thn train-d to cityhall!
went to River Island &tried th pair of pumps that i had my eyes on.
turned out ugly. -.-
so yeh, gna give it a go.
haha.

after shopping arnd, walkd to th flyer with baby.
was so excited &stuffs..
but th weather spoilt everything :(
thunder roared.
&th flyer rides were all postponed.
sian.
stayed there for awhile thn we bus-d back to cityhall .
walkd arnd again trying to find a decent restaurant with short queues to have our dinner in.
unfortunately,
that didnt exist on Friday nights.
in th end we traind back to tamp.
went to dingtaifung. wanted to eat that.
but.. long queue! urgh.
in th end we decided to dine @ Fish&Co instead :)
ordered th superly big cup of drink.
hoho.
thn one seafood platter &grilled salmon w/ teriyaki sauce.
oooomg.
th grilled salmon was damnnn nice :D
i love their food.
oh their sweets are also damn nice!
\m/
FISH&CO DO NOT ACCEPT NETS!
BECAUSE FISHES DONT LIKE NETS. :B
aint that cool. :p
Baby bought me th Benetton wallet that i've been craving for months. hehe
♥
thn he wrote a veryyy sweet letter which ended with
"I'm sorry i'll nver let you go"
aww, totally felt like crying.
my bf is soooo sweeeeeeeeeeet! ♥
hehe
okay anw after Fish&Co bus-d back home :)

SATURDAY:
woke up at 1230pm! OMG -.-"
thn went to bathed &watched NatGeo.
thn baby came & we went out, again.
actually planned to go for Sentosa's Spooktacular with th clique but somehow alot of them cldnt go out.
okay anw.
after met baby, we bus-d to kovan, thn train-d to harbourfront.
went to a sushi shop in vivocity &had sushi there!
woohoo.
thn i went to dabian -.-"
AND I LEFT BABY'S IPHONE IN TH TOILET CUBICLE!
FREAKING HELL.
I RAN BACK TO TH TOILET.
luckily one kind soul was in th cubicle &returned th phone to me..
phew.
i wonder what was i gna do if i rly lost it..
:\
sorry baby! for being so careless. :(
after toilet went into sentosa.
thn train-d to Imbiah station.
bought th entrance tix thn went to queue..
queued from 715 to 9pm
thn it was finally our turn to go in -.-"
during th queuing there were lots of 'scaryppl' walking arnd in th queue scaring us.
omg.
totally scared th hell outta me.
:(
bought th devil's horn to wear also.
hehe.

thn at 9 finally it was our turn to go in.
took photo with this devil-ish guy at th entrance.
guess what
he said "More HORNY ppl coming in"
hahaha.
&he's such a friendly guy.
:)
baby touched his moustache &he said "oh, you're gna dream of me tonight"
hahaha.
okay nxt.
went to th entrance thn th staff said
"hello ppl, firstly, wadever you do, DO NOT TOUCH TH SPIRITS. secondly, if you're rly very scared, jst squat down &raise up your hands"
lol. that rly increased my fear of gng in..
thn when we finally got in, me and baby were th first pair in our "group of six" to walk.
i think i practically screamed through th whole journey :)
there were many exciting parts of th walk.
but all damn scary.
all i rmb-d dng wad screaming.
hehe.
thank you baby for hugging me throughout th entire walk. ♥
th most memorable onez were one, at the place where they featured a malay marriage.
there was a spirit standing in th middle of th road that we had to pass by.
thn i srsly looked damn scared.
but fortunately she didnt do anything when i passd by. so i thought "okay, good, nthg happend"
in th end while i was leaving that section, that spirit came behind me and brushed her hand pass my neck.
OMG.
totally freaked th hell outta me.
plus th most freaky part was that her hands were damn colddddd!
omggg.
thn after that was more screamings. :p
thn at 940 we finally came out out th museum.
thn walkd arnd until 10 thn went to wait for th shuttle bus back to harboufront.
train-d back to kovan thn went for supper @Teochew porridge there with babyyy!
:D
thnbus-d home le.

okay i know im lacking of lotsa details but im srsly too tired &lazy to blog.
maybe i'll update more tmr :)
pictures will be up after i get my beauty sleeeeep.
hehee :D

baby.
iloveyou alot.
rly alot.
so much that i find it difficult to express th extent with jst words &actions.
♥

2009-10-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU BABY!
FOR DELIVERING YOUR LAPTOP TO ME ~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHH!
&it's those little things you do that makes me feel loved. ♥

2009-10-25T01:12:00.006+08:00

2009-10-25T01:09:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY:
ponn-ed schl.
srsly wasn't in any good mood to see her fcked up face.
i wonder why we're calld grpmates? fckyou bitch.
met baby in th morn and walkd to hg polyclinic.
was kinda "wtf" when i received zuo's sms sayin she nver go schl also.
hahaha.
in th end only 3 of 9 ppl in our clique went schl. hmmz. :p
anw, registered at th counter &was sent to 3rd lvl.
kinda scared cause i've nver been there before, lol.
lucky baby was with me. :)
went in at 9plus. told th doc i was down with diarrhea (?).
thn he askd me lie on th bed and he listened to my stomach using th thingy.
haha, kinda cool.
&he said my stomach still churning. o.o
so in th end i collected th anti-diarrhea med.
after polyclinic went for brkfast @sk @lanjiasai [longjohn] with baby.
woohoo.
what a filling &sumptous meal to begin with. :)
thn went to mac to dabao.
took 163 from sk intg and bus-d to kevin's hse.
baby and i went from 311B to 311C to 311D.
-.-" and in th end kevin's hse was at 311B.
PS baby pls take note your friend's address in th future :p
hehe.
baby took th ic from kevin, and i went to wear my contact lens there.
was walking to th bustop halfway andddd.. guess what, i forgt my spects :\
thn walkd back to kevin's hse againnnn. hehe, so paiseh :x
okay thn bus-d back to sk intg and took 27 to ikea!
went in to buy baby's clock and lamp.
thn went to collect his new curtains. :)
th sun was shining so brightly &heaty-ly, so we cabb-d instead.
cab-d to baby's hse and spent my afternn there.
slept there from 3 to pm, lol.
went to bathe, makeup thn rushed down to pasir ris alrd.
reach pasir ris at 635.
went to WANCHAI HONGKONG TEA ROOM for our latelunch cum dinner. :\
their milk tea is damn fck sweet. -.-
but th food is kinda nice :)
baby had seafood horfun, which is so not special. :p
oh, i broke their spoon. :X
hehe.
thn went to meet Brend Rau Nich Sisya & Jiashun.
waited for zuo @ taxi stand. thn cab-d to SummerBreeze.
went in, orderd, &in th end th staff only checkd brend's[rach's] ic. haha.
so we ordered 2 jugs of vodka to share.
zuo ordered tequila and sodavodka. nich ordered vodka lime &i ordered coke-martell.
baby drank 2 glasses of vodka and went abit seh-seh. face red , eyes red, and his body temp was sooo high.:\
he somemore sang songs omg.
scared th hell outta me, cause i've nver seen him like that before :\
haha.
brend went kinda drunk &crazy also.
anw martell with coke is damnnn nice!!! :D
love it.
♥
after drinking bus-d home with baby. :)

SATURDAY:
woke up at 930.
thn went to prepare myself.
baby came my house at 1115. :)
ate chicken pie, drank milk thn went out with him. :D
took 55 to bishan thn to orchard.
woohoo.
walkd to this Forum Shopping Mall.
dots, all kids' stuff.
went ToysRUs and took some photos.
hehe.
love yappy so much :B
after that walkd arnd at ion, thn went to heeren.
saw yakpak there. but th designs damn eew la. :\
wanted to go fareast, but kinda lazy.
in th end from heeren we bus-d to cityhall.
went to shop arnd MSQ, but got nthgone la.
so we walkd to raffles shopping centre.
went to see dorothy perks, topshop, and many other shops.
omgomg i love one of th flats from river island...
but it freakin costs $83! :(
gna save up to buyy it!
yay :D
shopped arnd, thn walkd back to msq at 530.
went to yukiyaki. hehe.
th food there quite limited la srsly.
but baby and i took too much meat to eat, thn was alrd damn full before we cld try out evrything there.
thn we grilled stingray!
omg, tasted damnnnn nice. \m/
hehe.
after eating, requested for change of table &went on to make ice cream!
woohoo.
so coolioz. :B
tried almost every flavour available there.
we had choc, peppermint, vanilla and durian ice cream. :D
thn baby went to take yam &tiramisu.
and we mixed th 2 flavours tgt.
hoho. :p
thn i suggested pouring zapple in it :\
so we did!
&tada! zapple icecream.
hehehe.
actually it was more fun making th ice cream thn eating it...
hoho
after dinner went to th arcade. spent 26$ this time and only caught 2 doraemons :(
sian.
wasted money AGAIN.
sorry loveyy! D:
went to another arcade after that &played some 2players games.
hehe.
so funn!
got us all sweating :p
thn walkd to th bustop.
bought Mac halfway and ate while walking there.
hehe.
♥♥

today:
woke up at 1115 thn smsd baby.
met him for lunch.
kinda quarrelld and walkd away. :\
sorry loveyyyy.
so glad that things turnd out fine again :D

25th oct.
3 months le.
have been waiting and looking forward to this day.
you know i love you.
&my love for you only increases as time passes by.
there's gna be more months to come for us to celebrate.
&i'll love you till th end of time.
♥

2009-10-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

2009-10-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

goodday ppl.

i got back my results alrd.
fucking suckd.
i got D for chem &maths, C for econs, E for GP, & U for physics.
screw physics.
i rly hate it.
i hope i wont retain.
but i didnt even hit 30% for physics.
dammit.
i need to promote!

i dont wna let my mom down.
i dont wna let baby down.
i dont wna throw my face as president of choir.
:(
i dont wna retain..

anw clique, dont worry abt me anymore yeh :)
im fine alrd.
no more crying will be seen from me! :D

did smth wrong a few weeks back.
told baby abt it.
&he was damn angry.
i know, i understand.
& he kinda totally ignored me.
cried in class tdy. :\
thanks for cheering me up .
thanks rau, zy, brend and ceci. :)
love ya guys!

mab's leaving :( i think rach is too. :(
hopefully everyone else's gna promote to J2.
hopefully for me too.
i rly dont wna retain.
brenda, pls cheer up :)
you have us to talk to!
many loves. :D

baby.
nothing's gna my love for you,
you ought to know by now how much i love you!
:p
4 more days to 3mths!
woohoo.
i love you crazily. :)
thanks for th cookies!
hehe.
ima looking forward to spending more of my life with you!

hey baby when we are together doing things that we love
everytime you're near i feel like i'm in heaven,feeling high.
i dont wna let go, i jst need you to know.
i dont wna run away, baby you're th one i need tonight
baby now i need to hold you tight.
i jst wna die in your arms, here tonight.
♥

yapjiahan ♥
clique ♥

2009-10-18T01:05:00.004+08:00

2009-10-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

yay, it's a sunday today! :)
tmr no schl :p

FRIDAY:
as i said, i had my period.
-.-"
th cramps hurt me alot during pw.
12 i went to dabian , lol.
thn after that felt better but was still cramping.
thanks to hwee for giving me th paddd! :D

went home at 1230.
took th bus alone and anyhow found a seat.
th pain was so unbearable siol.
thn i made myself sleep so as to not think abt th pain.
:\\
thn when crossing th overhead bridge i walkd damn s l o w.
hahhaa.
felt like every step cld add on to th pain lydat :\
went home and ate th pink pills with warm water &felt betterr! :D
thn baby came.
thn my cousin askd him go Macs dabao -.-"
she sucks
how dare she order my bf arnd.
hmmph
anw baby went to dabao for all 3 of us.
so i went to bathe..
thn ate &watchd Monsters Inc.
hahaa .
was supposed to go out at 3pm.
thn my sk baby nver watched Monsters before soo..
yeh, we stayd at home &watched till th movie ended.
haha.
ohoh, halfway through th movie at some funny scene my cousin jitao splurt out th milo she was drinking.
LOL.
made baby laugh like siaodingdong.
hoho :p

left home at 345 thn went to harbourfront.
took bus from there to Queensway shopping centre?
cause baby wanted to buy shoe.
th place sucks.
like so laokok.
&nthg to see onez.
but th curry like damn nice siolz.
it smelt like heaven :p
hehe.
unfortunately didnt get a chance to taste it cause i was still veryvery full after my mac.

so after we left queensway, we took 147.
actually planned to go cathay to watch movie.
thn in th end we alighted at funan there.
thn walkd to cityhall.
:)
went to UCB &had a look at baby's workplace.
so big, and EMPTY.
-.-
hahah
oh i saw DIVA!
thn went in to have a look cause it was having sales..
but sadly saw nthg nice. :(
walkd to th cinema..
wanted to watch Sorority Row but th timings all so late :(
in th end we went to th arcade.
haha
guess what
we spent $30 &caught only 4 keychains. :(
so sadddd.
but me and baby got one couple keychain.
hehee x3

after arcade went for dinner at th foodcourt.
had to eat budgetly cause we anyhow spent our money at th arcade :\
hoho.
next went to buy Jas' bday present :)
bought Royce dark chocs for her.
hope she likes it :D
thn me &baby walkd to esplanade there .
bought a $1 BIG cotton candy, sat down and ate.
and talkd and camwhored :p
i lovehim sooo much!
hahah
ohoh, he went to steal one big cube of ice from th water uncle for me to wash hands
LOLLLL.
:B
baby is forever so cute :))

thn went home at 11.
fell asleep on th bus.
yap say my head keep slide down his shlder again :\
baby sent me home thn he cabbd home. :)
♥

SATURDAY:
i spent my whole day ROTTING at home.
it sucks to have nthg to do. :(
faced th comp whole day &watchd abit of spongebob.
played pangya and downloaded 2 new games. wakaka. :p

today is 18th oct!
one week more to our 3mths, baby!
hehe.
there's more to come i know. :)
♥ you ttm!

iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou.

You started to see right through me,
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again
every time I breath in so,
If you're curious my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you.
Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed.
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want to take you there
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there
There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you,
Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever ♥

2009-10-16T09:38:00.000+08:00

2009-10-16T09:19:00.002+08:00

YO PPLZ.
daye is finally blogging again :B

currently using lappy in schl .
yup, baby's lappy.
hahah :p

kind baby lent me his laptop on wed. :B

now gna read through my pw written report.
D:
how long more is pw gna take up manz.
totally sick of it .
suckkks.

getting back my papers next week.
i have this feeling that im gna be disappointed &angry with muahself .
somehow i know i have not put in enough effort in studying &revising for th papers, esp chem.
oh, how i used to love chem in sec schl .
i still love it now .
but th syllabus is making me lose interest in it, how sad.
:(

anw i did not go dinner with abc, cancelld suddenly :(
sok was so pissed of with her pw that she didnt wna go, thn sisya was busy with pw also.
&wtf.
everyone is freaking occupied by pw.
fck you manz .

okay so i went subway with baby instead .
yupyup, at tamp1.
saw bimbo jermaineleee there with her classmate :)
after subway went to walk arnd at coldstorage .
after that took 72 to yck with baby cause he selling his ps3 game.
fell aslp during th bus ride.
slept till kinda unglam
yap laughed at me :(
evil bf!
after yck took bus back to hg .
thnnnnnnzxzcxczc.
ahh, went to royal sporting house.
wanted to buy nike water bottle onez.
but dont have th type that i wanted alrd.
so sian
plus th colour is soooo not nice.
low supply with high demand, pders of nike water bottle shld produce more of their goods to increase their total revenue. :p
hahaa .
anw guess who i saw there.
yeh manz , amb! omfg. he was working there canz .
dots .
so shocked to see him siolz.
was wearing my uni so i guess he cld recognise me cause he seeseeesee&see. -.-
ahh, crocs was on sale there!
hahaha.
so i txted my aunt &told her abt th offer.
thn went to other shops.
ah i saw this fashion game &this cooking game at popular!
OMG.
wanted to buy...
told baby that thn he say "you sure you want buy?"
tsk.
made me have second thoughts. :(
thn in th end i didnt buy.
arnd 810 went down to royalsportinghse again &bought th crocs slippers for my younger cousin as wad my aunt requested.
thn met my cousin athgmall.
thn went home le. :)

i wonder why baby gets ewxcited &laughs everytime my cousin rolls her eyes.
haha
that rolleye girl.
tsktsk.
sampat untill...
hopeless .

had my period tdy.
it came so suddenly totally .
lcukily zy went into toilet with me if not i wldnt have known wad to do without a phone &in need of pad at tht point of time, Lol .
hope no cramps :)

okay
gta go do my pw alrd :x

babyiloveyou!
looking forward to our date later~
♥

2009-10-15T08:58:00.002+08:00

yayyyyy
in school on baby's laptop NAOOO.
lessons start at 12pm -.-"
wtffff.

hi this is mabel

later gng eat lunch/dinner with abc @bedok. :D
msn-ing with baby now .
:)

iloveyou

2009-10-13T01:22:00.004+08:00

2009-10-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO PEOPLEEZZZ.
wendaye th 'mugger' is blogging .
:p

okay, promos were over on fridayyy!
woohoo.
physics papers scrwed TOTALLYYYY.
so i guess ima retaining, sian.

okay, so frid i went to marina barrage!
was at th queue wit baby thn saw ABC on their BFF date!
so we joind &had picnic tgt! :D
hehe
we had pancakes, jelly,tangyuan (weird for picnic but :\) , and i made mango pudding!
there were some tidbits also..
okay.
so we were sooo excited abt th picnic.
plus th super co-incident made us even more excited.
haha.
took alot of pictures.
after th food we played frisbee (brend brought hers).
and guess what!
th wind was toooooooo strong.
&th frisbee flew all th way down to th first floorr.
we ended up laughing on th spot for 3 -5 mins.
thn sisya and brend ran downstairs to look for it.
in th end, cldnt find it anymore :(
i guess someone else took it away.
thief!
thn AB ran back.
so we went to th mat to sit.
and guess what again!
our mat was fulllllllll of ants!
yucks!
we had opened marshmallows, mantou, sweets and all th sweet stuffs there -.-"
eew right.
so since angie was th one to throw and lose th frisbee, she had to clear up th "mess" to shu zui :p
hhahaha.
thn we played &camwhored until 930 and went to wait for th shuttlebus.
talkd abit here and there.
i rly enjoy my time with that crazy bunch of ABC.
they're such wonderful friends. :D
thn took 400 from marina barrage.
talk and laughed alot on th way.
and i practically left my ezlink card holder on th bus -.-"
GREAT.
was damn pissed with myself.
but ABC kept making me laugh so hard that i forgt all abt th card.
thn went to th control station to ask for sbs contact no..
calld them and gave them my details.
th staff's attitude was so shit . URGH.
sickening.

anw traind to cityhall thn took 147 back home with baby. :B
ilovehim so much.
iloveABC. :)

SATURDAY:
woke up at 820.
was supposed to meet baby at 830, lol.
so in th end met him at 930. :\
and he was alrd waiting for me downstairs.
i felt so bad la rly. :(
sorry~
walkd to th mac near my house for mac brkfast.
had sausagemcmuffin with egg and baby ate hotcakes.
loved th hashbrown.
hehe.
calld sbs again to ask abt my ezlink card.
but GG, they rly suck at their services.
so in th end me and baby went to hg to make a new card after brkfast.
50$ omg!
-.-
okay thn bus-d to amk.
went to buy some stuffs for my cousin.
thn went to take 138 to ZOO!
hehe.
x3
baby is so nice!
he always does what he promises me.
thanksyou lovey! :B

took bus allllllllllllllll th way to zoo! woohoo.
bought th tix for zoo &night safari. hehe.
went in zoo thn th person askd us to pose for her to take photos so we did lor :p
in th end need pay to get th photo one.
sian. :(
thn went to see th animals.
first up was monkey!
i rmb its call saimang. or smth like that.
ahaha.
it was drizzling abit so me&baby had to share one umbrella..
thn went to see all th coolioz animals.
ohoh.
we stoppd by to see th polar bears!
it was their feeding time.
hehe.
baby like so happy to see polar bears cause he likes them. :)
and th bear was rly damnnnn big canz.
so shuai.
:p
thn seeseewalkwalk.
thn while walking towards th monkeys there, me and baby heard some screaming/howling/loud noises.
thn yap still say shld be some noisy kids shouting away.
in th endd....
it was th HOWLING MONKEY makin all those noise.
damnnn funny la.
cause th monkey was like anyhow screaming and shouting, somemore damn loud.
thn got once he jitao biao high voice.
whoo.
his highest note was higher than mine.
HHAHAA.
:p

thn saw this 2 monkeys
and i decided to name them angie and brenda :p
they were like drama-ing on th tree, and made me laugh alot.
i think i spent like 5mins jst looking at them :p
okay, here's what happend.
angie went to look for brenda.
angie lifted her armpit thn brenda seesee and touchtouch.
thn touch halfway brenda jst pushed away th arm.
LOL.
i laughed like crazy when i saw that!
and baby also agreed with me that they behave like angie and brend :p
hehe.
thn went to see giraffe.
th keepers were feeding them.
eew
giraffes have blue-black tongues
its damn long and disgusting.
eew.
thn got some ppl paid 5$ to feed them carrots.
damn disgusting la.
:\

so we continued walking.
thn saw th cheetah
th keepers were feeding th cheetahs..
thn they were throwing chunks of fresh bloody meat at them, eew.
baby's favourite animal is cheetah :p
so we kinda stayed there to watch th feeding.
hahaha.
i wonder if baby was delighted to see his fav animal? :p
we saw alot other animals also.
th hippos, pygmyhippo (lookd like baby), snakes, orangutan,zebras alotalot.
:p
ohoh!
we went to feed th kangaroooos!
heheheh
so cool.
th kanggy were jst right in front of us .
felt ticklish when the lickd your palm to eat th food..
hahha.
but quite fun.
:D
one of th kanggy grabbed baby's thumb, LOL.
their nail damnnn long one lor.
thn baby say it was kinda painful, aww. :(
but srsly it was memorable feeding them ehhe.

me and baby went to catch th SPLASH smth.
got sealion, penguins, seacows.
th sealion is named carlos!
he's damnnn clever.
ahaha and funny and cute :D
thn went to catch th elephant show after that
oh, we ate ice creams before that :p
th elephants one like nthg much la.
jst abit funny thats all . :\
after th elephant show we walkd arnd to see th white tiger and other animals, i cant rmb :\
thn we passd by th AHMENG memorial place.
took photo with th ahmeng statue.
baby held ahmeng's nehneh while picturing -.-"
LOL.
oh we saw bigBIG crocodiles also.
after that went to KIDZLAND for lunch-dinner.
had kfc.
hehe.
took photos with baby there.
:D
iloveyou!

after eating walkd allllll thway back to th entrance.
6pm alrd. thn we walkd to night safari.
had ben&jerry's while waiting for night safari to open.
it was halloween.
thn there's this pumpkin in front of us.
it suddenly "MUAHAHAHA"
and stood up, like wtf.
totally shockd.
i stunned while eating th ice cream
hahha.
thn there were different "scary" ppl walking arnd.
quite cool. :)
after icecream walkd arnd to take photos with these ppl.
hehe.
i lookd scared in every photo somehow, lol.

anw ppl.
night safari rocks with th halloweens' special.
srsly.
th "fright" walk was rly damn frightening.
especially when you're surrunded by bushes, trees and talllll trees.
hahaha.
and th lights were sooo dim that you cld barely see.
th fright walk was rly coolioz and rockd.
pls gooo!
worth th money totally.
:p

okay thn we left night safari arnd 1030
took 138 back to amk. :)
thn bus-d back home.
baby sent me home as usual. :D
i know he was rly tired..
thanks love!

jst wna tell you i rly enjoyed myself on saturday.
spending th whole day with you was worthwhile.
♥

SUNDAY:
went vivo with cousin to buy FCUK limited edition wolverine tee.
in th end it was only for males -.-
so i helped baby buy..
hehe.
thn walkd arnd and went to hgmall.
bought shilin home.
thn 630pm aunt brought us to NYNY for dinner.
actually wanted to eat th fishhead steamboat but thn too packed so went NYNY instead.
shared th seafood platter with cousin!
OMG.
th cold crab was damnnn nice srsly!
ordered a rootbeer float also.
hehee
th fish and chips also damn delicious.
woo.
ah th salmon!
omg.raw salmon.
wowowowowo.yumyum.
:p
and we ate 105$.
LOL.
:\

MONDAY:
went bank to replace my atm card cause i lost it on frid tgt with my ezlink card :(
queued for damn long and was kinda pissd -.-
dabao-d from kovan to baby's hse.
:)
used comp thn talk abit thn play iphone abit more.
thn we playd game of life.
i think th game is kinda lame.
-.-"
so fast one turn end alrd.
lamezxzxz.
:p

arnd 630 left baby's hse.
went to cck for tuition.
hehee.
first time wor.
my student is a malay.
so guaiguai one.
hehee.
yap pei-d me there!
and waited for me for 1.5 hours.
:\
omg.
so sweet.
but i felt guilty. :(
thanks yapjiahanniee!
heehe.
♥

train-d to amk for dinner after tuition thn went home.
ohoh amk de laksa not bad.
hehe
baby say nice!
:D

babyiloveyou.
you will never be replaced.
you'll be my one & only.
i will love you
now &forever.
♥

2009-10-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

2009-10-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

WOOHOOOO.

after a loooooooooooooooooooong period of time without blogging...

my blog is turning stagnant. &im bored of reading th same things over and over again too.

anw.

I JST HAD MY CHEM PAPER TDY!

which means, another 2 more paprers &im free from th clutches of EXAMS!

\m/

i am damn freaking looking forward to life after promos.

despite PW and GP turning into priorities of our timetables by then, i'd have more time for my personal life!

like spending time with clique, pahtoh-ing with baby, watching tw &korean drama series.

OMG.

jst th thought of it is enough to excite me! hee.

ohoh, met baby today for lunch :D

like finallyyyy!!!

felt like i havent seen him for so long when i saw him today.

thn i realised how much i missed him :(

all because of exams i had to reduce talking time with baby.

cldnt meet him also all because of exams.

RAHH.

damn you, promos!

ah okay, back to lunch.

baby came my hse. hugged him like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ :B

thn we went to take bus to tamp.

ahaha.

my SK baby nver been to ikea before. -.-"

hoho, noobshitz.

so i brought him there!!! :D

took th free shuttle bus from tamp to ikea.

thn had lunch there.

ate th MEATBALLS!!!! OMGGGG.

it tasted like WOW. yumyum :B

thn baby ordered stuffed salmon.

ahh, th salmon tastes damnnn nice &its fresh also.

srsly yi ji bang.

hahha. :p

ah, we ordered the soup of th day also.

it came with a bun..

and yap practically stuffed three-quart of th bun into his mouth in one bite.

pro.

i was stunned when he did that. :\

hohoho.

okay anw ah, th food there is rly daaaaamn fck nice la.

worth th $$ though its rly kinda costly.

after lunch walkd arnd ikea with baby. he was like seeing this saying that, alot of things la.

like so excited abt his new room..

hahha. so cute! :p

after ikea brought him to giant -.-"

thn bought some stuffs and its alrdy 730!

omg.

time flies when you're enjoying yourself.

took th shuttle bus back to tamp, thn bus-d back to hg.

ah, th lousy 72 broke down like, 1 stop after it turned out from th tamp interchange, like wtf.

wasted our time..

reachd hougang at 930.

thn went to buy my stuffs &ingredients for mango pudding! :D

after that went home with lovey. :B

there was this period of time , like almost th whole day that you treated me coldly.

all your sms replies were short, unlike before.

i thought you didnt love me anymore. :(

turned out that YOUR GAME WAS MORE IMPT THAN ME!!!!

/slitwrist.

iloveyou jiahan! :D

♥

2009-09-30T00:36:00.001+08:00

2009-09-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treats you right, forget the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason.
if you get a chance, take it.
if i changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy, they jst promised it would be worth it!

kinda had some problems with baby jst now..
but we're fine and loving again now~
heheh.

baby and me, 2 mths and 4 days!
baby treat me to sushitei last friday, on our 2nd month celeb. :D
actually planned to go for bowling before that, but changed our plans and went strolling arnd bugis instead.
went to th temple there to bai bai also. :)
thn went vivo for sushi tei.
before sushi tei, we went to pet safari.
thought of our first date there.. hehe.
x3

time passes, people change, lives change.
some things are jst so unpredictable - you never know when it's coming.
i need inspiration and motivation to get me working again, ie, studying. :\

things have been happening in schl again recently.
so many things that i cant be bothered alrd.
most imptly, jst do wad pleases yourself, and you'll be happier :)

had a fun talk with ABC again tdy @canteen.
attempted to "consult" ceci on chem, but apparently we ended up chatting excitedly about post-promo events.
i wna go ktv, bowling, ice-skating, sushi-ing @ RiBenCun, cycling ,SHOPPING, SPLURGING.
omg.
how i wish i cld have all th money in th world for me to spend.
damn it
jst 3 hrs with that money would be enough i swear!
:p

i have this ulcer which is damn fck pain.
and zy showd me her ulcer caused by her braces.
totally freakd me out.
its damn fck BIGGGG.
omg, im having 2nd thoughts abt putting braces nxt time.. (hmm..)
hehe.

ohoh, last frid kena caught for my hair color. hoho.
ytd went to let my OM check my hair. in th end he jst took a look at my fringe and said "ah, see, better now right. dont do it again ah"
hohoh
he is like th bestest OM you can everrrr find!
K C Tan.
he now my bff liaos.
my limveeheng, pls go to 2nd position.
hehe :p

baby bought for me choc and snacks as a form of ecouragement to study.
he also wrote me super sweet notes on post it(s).
hee.

so looking forward to nxt frid. :D
lets go ABC&D.
&brend, its
"you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are grey. you never know dear, how much i love you. pls dont take my sunshine away."
:p

ilove'em.
iloveyapjiahannieee.
♥

2009-09-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

2009-09-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

freaking hell.
i swear im nver gna eat chocs which are jst taken out from th fridge.
FCK IT.
my thumb nail..
AHHH FCK.
T.T
was trying to separate th 2 pieces of choc with my thumb...
and fck my nail broke tgt with th choc!
fuck you !!
im gna finish all of you all by today!!
wtfwtfwtf.
i am damn fkcing pissed now.
this is even worse than nab!!
freaking hell.
i hate my lousy fck thumb nowww!!
it looks like shit!
shitttt!
fuckkk!!!!!!!

TMR IS 2nd MONTH WITH YAPJIAHANNNNNN~
heheh.
so fast hor? :B
we gng celebrate ! :D
Sushi tei~ here i come~~
wheeee.
x3

so fast, 2 months le.
baby.
i jst wna tell you that i rly love you and treasure you loads :D
thanks for accompanying me anytime i needed you.
thanks for everything you've given me.
and thanks, for th sweet lil nothings you say to me each time.
hehe.
♥

omgomg, i am starting to panic for my Promo!!
ahhhhh~
D:
i have a feeling im gna do badly. sigh.
PLS BLESS ME WITH ALL THE LUCK I NEED!

anw
many things have been happening recently.
and srsly speaking, i've learnt alot .
1. cherish those who mean alot to you! dont start to regret after you find them gone.
2. learn from your mistakes!
3. a leopard srsly NVER changes its spots.
4. i have a bunch of crazy and lovable friends whom i love alot. :D
5. this bunch of friends includes sisya brenda and ceci.
6. cecilia as become like the past me. (fierceee!)
7. brenda is a very good friend !
8. angie is rly very retarded! hee.

okay i think thats a few for now.
:p

anw tdy after physics de break, went to sit at stadium stairs with abc. :D
feel so glad to have them around me.
although many times they tend to forget my presence and walk 3 in a row.... -.-"
they're rly good people!
at least they can differentiate betwn right and wrong, what to do and what not!
oh, anw we talkd abt angie.
HAHHAA.
like, how she shld die etc.
damnnnn funny :p
made me laugh till stomach pain . hee.

i enjoyd my day tdy! :D

ilovemyfriends!
iloveyapjiahan!
♥

2009-09-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

2009-09-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

hello everybody. i(jiahan) am here to help wendy blog, cause she is too BUSY right now, hoho!
ok, today met up with her after her school, so long since i've seen her, missed her ubberly much! but today i think she is much more cheerful as she laugh alot today! hoho, thanks to the pro comedian around her all the time :D . i think partly is because nabil is not in school today(?) ?

anyway our 2nd month is coming up and we have quite a few things planned out already, i am already looking forward to it! ily baby! hoho.

oh oh, and she finally received her new banglet(i think), and when i web-camed her, she was like smiling so happily! hahah, really brings joy to see her happy! ok, anyway i think she is quite sampat to have so many colours la, but as long as she is happy i'm alright with it! hehe.

thats all i have to say for now :P, i hope your eyes wont bleed after reading! hahah, have a great day and good luck to all taking promos! :D

2009-09-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

2009-09-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

YAY im back home, finally!
went msia on frid thn came back on sund thn went for stayover at my cousin's house ytd night.
and now im finally home! :D

got myself a new Esprit top and new braaa. hiakhiak.
:p
finally bought new bra \m/

anw went for grndpa's bday celebration and ate at some restaurant.
th food was really nicee.
and we ate RM1200+ worth of good food.
hahaha. :B
oh &ice cream cake!
deliciousss~ yumyum. :B
ah, wore my purple DP dress.
my aunts and cousins said to wear purple tgt.
hahaha. sounds retarded but yeh . :\
in th end only 7 of us wore purple (?)

saturday went shopping.
after that spent th whole day at my aunt's hse @ msia.
made mango pudding, used abit of comp and ran on her running machine.
you know those in th gyms.
yup, she has one at home.
hahaha.
and i realised jogging/running doesnt help in buring fats at all.
i used that machine for 8 minutes or so, and guess what!
th amt of calories that i lost was only 37.
wowowow.
and its not even kcal. is cal.
wtf. o.o

oh my aunt has some small fishes at her house thn i kept feeding them food :P
they seemed never to have enough to eat cause everytime i feed them, they still seem as deprived of food as before.
:\
hoho.

used her comp and webtextd baby!
:B
my cousin saw our conv. :\
and i askd her to 'shh'
:p
hope she wont anyhow say anything!
urgh.

gna post some photos later. :)
what's a blog without photos?
its gna be so boring :p

i did my econs hmwk! like wow.
and i realised that tmr no econs lessons!
wtf.
fml.
-.-"
for once i had th interest of doing it..
and in th end i realised i prioritised th hmwk wrongly.
fckit.

i miss my clique!
lol, yeh srsly i do.

imissyappy!
loveeeyou.

2009-09-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY SCHOOOL.
for once.
cause heshe organised class outing to MARINA BARRAGE!
woohoo
\m/

today is wednesday.
wednesday's timetable is as follow :
PE . break . chem tutorial . econs tutorial . chem lecture .

PE:
played frisbee, as usual.
:B
sok and brend said that i seemed more cheerful nowadays.
hahaha.
brenda say "dajie like more easy to 接近[approach]"
Lol .
okay srsly i laughed when i heard that.
okay back to PE. :p
i think my frisbee skills improved! :B
brend agree also!
hahaha
tdy me is damn sud.
i throw frisbee damn shuai siol.
coolioz \m/
tdy is a wonderful day. d:
teamed with brend ceci and rau.
played against th malay zhabor that i dont like! urgh.
i srsly hate her like @#$#^$#!@^#^$%*&^&%#
:D
cause she's nab's friend.
poor you.
and blame that fck face of yours.
ROAR.

Break:
somethings jst happened.
i hope they're gna be fine soon. :)
drank apple aloevera.
th canteen's straw sucks!
cant suck up th aloe de.
i rmb i told ceci "i cant suck up th nata"
thn she laughed at me, tsk.
be careful you! :p

Chem tutorial :
sat with hwee and zy.
i love chem.
i love my bff LVH. :D

Econs tutorial :
i was wondering , out of th more than 1000 words that i wrote down as notes for econs, did i even read through them for th 2nd time?
:\
thn i realised... not.
okay im srsly too slack.
i hate myself for being so slack.
can someone pls motivate me to study?!?
or fcking ask me out to study like, everydayyyy.
i wldnt mind if that'd make me start studying.

Chem Lecture:
me and zy didnt chiong to book seats this time.
hahaha.
too lazy for that. :\
as usual i sat behind that black piece of shit.
he and his mud friends are fcking superduperly fcked up crap noisy.
fckyou manz.
tdy th stuffs for ChemBonding taught in lecture, my BFF taught us in class during tutorial, so kinda had better understanding when th lecturer was gng through th points.
which is good! V(^_^)V
andand
th "merit" tcher.
he forced me to change BFF! T.T
he askd me to change my bff to 1.01 x 10^5 Pa. :(
hahaha
okay im being retarded here. :p

after lecture chionged to canteen with hwee and zy.
ate th tenvegrice~! cause got kangkong :B
thn hwee and zy ate th teriyakichicken rice!
OMG.
tempted*
but im gna restrict myself from chicken as much as i can.
oh and pork too.
yeh manz.
i shall jst eat sliced noodle and kwaytiaosoup for th rest of th term :p

after eating went to take coach to MARINA BARRAGE!
woohoo.
me zy ceci angie and brend sat at th last row.
\m/
and we were like th noisiest on th bus.
hahahaha
AND WE SAW SUSHI TEI , CARLS JR,SUBWAY on th way there!
OMFG.
ceci was like screaming la.
wtf -.-
thn angie as usual, nver fails to make th whole situation awkard jst by talking.
*claps*
hahah :p
and brend was damn A tdy.
keep saying pervert things that she normally wldnt say.
i wonder wads wrong with her...
:\
and ceci as usual, suaku until...*speechless.
and superly sampat also.
her actions are still ugly like always :p

Marina Barrage:
took hell loads of photos there.
ppl were rly reading th banners and stuffs,
while all our clique did was..
stop, pose, shoot. :p
oh one more thing, make noise!
hahaha
oh we climbed up this wall , wanted to take photo.
thn th security guard freaking blew his whistle at us in front of th whole grp of ppl which included S14 and a whole large grp of ACJC ppl.
OMFG.
stupid ahneh
fckyou!!
he must be dont have th opportunity to blow th whistle,
thats why he blew it exceptionally loud jst now.
si gina.
_l_

in conc , i had lots of fun there.
and i seem very excited.
hahahaa.
:\
i love my clique.
♥

went to meet baby at cityhall after schl.
thn we train-d to kovan for dinner. :)
ate kobayashi!!!
i ate chicken meat!
AHHHHH!
okay nvm, its only a few chunks. like, 6 pieces? :D
not much i hope .
haha
okay i rly love baby.
:D

ahh!
that day i was asking him to check th px of th choc that rau has, th white choc.
thn he bought it for me!!
omgggggg.
*heart melts
hehe.
AND WTF.
that small box of choc is freaking 12 buckss!
omfg.
-.-"
and yap jst bought it, tsk.
but anw thanks alot baby.
:B
ilubbbeuuuu.~
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
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forever love
forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,你会是所有幸福的理由.

ily baby!

2009-09-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

YOOHOOOOO.
i've been getting "reminders" to UPDATE BLOG!
hahhaa.
:p

so yeh.
Sept hols are overrrr! :(
i gta start studying le, srsly have to!
omfg.
i dont wna retain. D:
i got back my chem and GP compre papers tdy.
i passed chem.
and compre, forever cmi.
my language sucks.
it sucks like shit.
i have no idea how to improve it manz.
hope my gp essay will turn out okay.. :\

had pe tdy in schl.
i rly dislike that zhabor from that class.
okay.
i dont know wad class is that , so yeh.
but srsly i rly see her bu shun yan.
bitch.

baby's working tdy. :(
i miss him so much.

went for dinner with yaya jst now. :B
so long nver see her le.
her hair changed from red to brown.. o.o
HAHHA.
thn she told me abt her hospital encounters.
some quite funny and some.. gross. -.-
its so tough being a nurse manz, good luck to you~!
♥

I jst read th tpjc online announcement..
30sept and 1st oct no school!
woohooo.
study days.
sian-d.
why not make th whole week study week?
retarded.
:\
ah thn 12 and 13 oct no school cause marking day!
woohoo.
\m/
im really looking forward to post-promos.
:p

hm, shall i study tdy?
or shld i sleep early..?

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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

&i dont wna miss a thing.
iloveyou baby!
♥♥

ps : Bedtime stories, sorrry for depriving you of your daily bedtime stories. hee ;p

2009-09-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hey clique.
guess who's that in th pic.

yeh you're right thats our clique joker --Brenda.
hhaaha.
th times when she wore eyeliner &loved goth.
omg.
happy viewing. :D

2009-09-06T22:10:00.001+08:00

I NEED TO STUDY!
fck.
but i aint dng that!
fck.

what's happening..
x/3

2009-09-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

I LOVE TODAYYYY.

went to schl tdy. (like,duh)
was supposed to have gp compre test.
in th end young was absent and no one bothered coming to relief her.
sooooo.
hiakhiak
no test! :D
slackd in class until 9 thn went down to canteen for brkfast.
hwee pei-d me to cafe to buy peach tart and fruit punch! \m/
&like wad i expected, sedap never open. :(
i miss roti john!!
urgh

anw had break until 10. thn me and sok went lib cause we nver take chi.
went to emo at one corner &fell asleep. :\
like 10mins after i slept i felt myself drooling.
HAHHAHA. oops. :x
thn i wiped away th saliva and went back to sleep.
hehe.
thn slept until 1115 rach calld and we were like interrupted in our naps.
tsk, hamsterrr!
ahh anw sok's hair is like damn ugly when she jst woke up la.
hahaha.
like so ahgogo. :\
okay anw 1130 me and sok went down to cafe to meet brend and guys. :)
thn went for pw room.
obviously its another slacking period.
so me brend and rach went down to cafe for ice cream.
hoho
finally had my long craved mint ice cream!
\m/
love it manz. :DDDD
okay thn 1230 end schl.

took bus back home thn met baby.
went amk for lunch!
PEPPER LUNCH!
woohoo.
&throughout th bus ride baby was making me act more demure.
i askd him to do that cause i dont like sounding fierce anymore.
fierce until my sisya, my boyfriend is scared of me..
c'mon.
wth is this. :\
ahh okay and baby made me laugh alot also.
ahha
his face, forever so retarded. :p
hehe

after lunch took train to somerset.
caught G-FORCE!
woohoo.
th guinea pigs show.
whahaha.
soooo cutezzzz.
&baby keep saying ily to me in th theatre.
hoho, so superly sweet yo.
i love him so much. :D
after movie walkd arnd orchard.
i hate town.
i rly hate town.
i srsly hate town.
after 1.5 hrs of walking we took train to buangkok for fishnoodle! \m/
woohoo.
another craving satisfied. :p
ilovebabyyy.

bedtime stories.
pls take care of yourself.
:)
better recover soon.
&no playing of soccer during recovery time yo.
better not anyhow you.

&yapjiahan
i love youuuu.
&baby, your twin brother is noobshitz. :D
♥

2009-09-03T20:46:00.001+08:00

i love my baby
& s20 clique.

2009-09-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

woohoo!
couting down :
2nd last day to schoool holiday. :D

ahh, tmr ABC gna have pizza hut for lunch :(
so tempting!
urgh.
but its alright.
ima gng out with yappy tmr :p

tdy after schl went for my gp makeup essay.
use 50 mins to write th essay.
was damn bored.
i hope my points were all relevant.
hoho
thn went to meet babyyyy at pasir ris int bustop.
thn changed 109 to his house.
saw zy and hwee on 81 while waiting for bus.
hahaha.

took bus to baby's hse.
thn went to th esso mart to get some food cause my lousy stomach was growling.
:\

thn after awhile left his house le..
arnd 6pm..
thn went home.:)
yappy sent me home as usual..
hehe.
iloveyappp!

tmr got gp compre test, wtf.
thn breakkkkk until 1130 thn pw.
THN PATOHH! :D
hoho.

ohhhh
i changed phone with baby!
haha.
sat gna go his workplace look for him so with his phone at least got companion while waiting for him to off work. :\
hehe.
:p

AHHH AND SEDAP NVER OPEN TDY!
i doubt it'll open tmr. :(
sad.
emo
criessss*
my roti john.. :( :(
baby nxt time we go prata hse eat.
i dont care.

andand, gna go for Fish & Co with ABC nxt week..
hahha. :D
so looking forward.

and i have so much plans after promos.
zoo,night safari, cycling,shopping.
anyone wants to go malaysia to shop for one day thn come back? :\
hahahhaa.

ahh&im damn fck full now.
i wonder wad i ate.
tsk.
sianz.

YAPPY!
IM GNA BREAK YOUR SCORE FOR SCOOPS, I DONT CARE.
MUAHAHHAHA.
:D

iloveyouuuu~

&hello, bedtime stories. :p
take care of your swollen leg yo.

2009-09-02T16:11:00.003+08:00

Yooo people!
i jst reached home!
my clique ppl are having their chi test NOW!
hahaha
so sad. :p

had chem test tdy.
i hope i can pass! :D
&i rly srsly suck at ionic eqm, wtf.

had pe tdy also.
played frisbee as usual..
frisbee is quite fun srsly. :)
but need to run quite alot..

ahh, sedap isnt open tdy!
wanted to eat their roti john onez.
sian :(

econs class test on market dominance tmr.
congrats to me, i havent even started reading through.

i bought a set of F21 bangles online!
woohoo.
damn chioz.
th colour combi is like fckin chio.
hahaha. :p

okay ima gng sleep now. :\

2009-08-30T13:46:00.003+08:00

Guess who's behind th jacket. :p

2009-08-30T11:34:00.002+08:00

ahh, i havent been updating for soo long.
:\

i finally ate at NYNY! :D
frid went Orchard with baby.
shopped arnd at ion.. thn went shaw to catch Th Proposal. :D
i think its nice!
worth th watch yo!
thn we traind to amk for dinner.
and we ate at nyny! :D
hoho.
tried their Iced caramel swirl white chocolate &teriyaki chicken or smth like that.
i think th main course was damn nice.
Baby had rootbeer float &cheesy chicken!
th cheese was nice yo.
hahaha .
thn we drank too much ice and was freezing after dinner. :\

after dinner went to amk central to walk arnd.
visited my workplace and talkd to madam. hahah.
miss my colleagues so much. :(
thn went home after amk.

Sat had tuitn from 12 to 3.
omg, torturous.
3 hrs working on maths.
&i realised i've forgotten alot of things alrd.
a few careless mistakes here and there..
&wth, promos coming soon.
hais

okay anw.
met Brend and sisya at bedok intg for dinner!
omgomg.
th food there is damnnnn nice la canz.
hoho
we ordered mihunkwey, mutton meatballs, curry noodles, chicken wing and zuikwey.
wooo.
th zuikwey is damnnn nice canz. :D
&we talkd abt other places with nice food..
hahaha .
thn brenda took photos of our food and said she's gna tag them Ceci.
hahahahha.
:p
nice onez.

after dinner angie went pasirris to look for her parents cause she dont wna go back punggol alone..hahah.
thn i went to wait for bus with brend.
after she left i sat at th bustop , waiting for baby.
watchd sex drive on my ipod. :D
hhahaa.
met baby at arnd 815? cant rmb.
thn that suaku nver been to bedok before -.-"
so we walkd arnd..
and ate th $1 icecream!!
th mint icecream taste jst like our schl cafe's!!!
woohooo .
i've been craving for that since thursd manz! hoho.

had tuitn tdy again! -.-
did a bit of physics.
and i think im so gna flunk my physics.
:(
i gta study hard and revise more le!
I CANNOT AFFORD TO RETAIN!
shucks.

urgh, &im starving now.
my stomach's grumbling.
havent had brkfast nor brunch nor lunch yet.
gna meet baby for lunch later.
wooohhooo.
craving for tomyam banmian. ^_^

been spending alot money these 2 weeks.
gta control.
:\

ahh and i havent bathed yet :p
shall end here to bathe.
hoho.

iloveyap.
iloveS20clique.
♥

2009-08-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH YAPJIAHAN! :D

Met baby ytd after schl to celebrate in adv.
hahah.
Ate Ajisen! woohooo.
tomyam tomyam. :p
love baby so much!

ahh baby gave me a card also!
sooo sweet!
hee.
i cried while reading it.
hahaha.
okay im damn noobshitz. :\
tis' th 1st month.
there's gna be more months to come.
baby say he's gna count them in years.
hahha.
i still think its too early to say.
but who knows.
haha.
♥

okay tdy.
didnt get to eat hotdog bun!
urgh.
and i have alot of food cravings.
hotdog bun,curry chicken puff, chicken pie,bakedpotato, roti john!
AHHHH, all flour.
hahahahha.
ahhh. im gna eat 2 of them tmr!
rahh.
:B
ohshit.
suddenly craving for mint icecream !
hehe.

had a long day tdy.
i think th GP star is kinda like quite fun.
young brought choc for us this time round! hoho.
it tasted nice :D
&brend took all of it. -.-
hahhaa.
&young seemd damn happy tdy. god knows why.

i havent been dng hmwk.
sigh.
time to start yo wendaye!

im forcing myself to study cause i dont want my juniors-to-be to feel that tpjc's choir president is academic noob.
i know im not.
i jst dont wna study thats all .
fck.
i gta buck up.
pull up my socks.
hahahhaa.

i thought you were gone for good and has returned to be my friend.
what's with your nick and what's your purpose of puting my name there?
i dont understand.
you did it on purpose right.
i know you well enough to conclude that.
you know how i felt for you in th past.
&out of all times you chose to come back now.
you're jst destroying my peace.
but yet i know, deep down...
urgh, fuck.

I LOVE YOU JIAHANYAP! :D
♥

2009-08-23T20:43:00.002+08:00

yay im back from malaysia! :D

went for a haircut.
hahaha.
not much diff, but i like yo!

played mahjong with ahma and cousins.
won like 19 bucks, in RM -.-"
sianz.

ahma cooked alot of good food.
which means i prolly gained another extra 2kg this weekend.
hahahaha. :p
there was crab, curry chicken, some kind of prawn and losbter mixed breed. :\
and my aunt brought me to a korean restaurant for kor bbq.
woah.
damn coolioz.
th seats are like those in kor shows where they sit on th floor onez.
hahaha.
damn chio. :)
but th food not very nice though -.-"

wanted to go shopping but no time. :(
so didnt bought any stuffs that i planned to buy.
sigh.

anw i jst realised i have compre paper due tmr.
omfg.
and i have maths test tmr.
wow
im so dead.

ohoh
i bought skin food's nose pack in msia.
its like cheaper than singapore price laa! _l_
stupid sg. cheat money onez!
tsk.

okay i guess thats all for now.

1st month coming up in 2 days' time! :D
hee.
time flies.
i love yap!
♥

2009-08-17T23:01:00.004+08:00

DAYE'S UP CRAZE!

THAT SMALL KID IS SUPERLY DUPERLY CUTE!

& turns out that he doesnt have a dad, aww.

2009-08-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

Helloo!
here's a dirty joke :p

Singh wanted to have sex with a girl in his office, but she belonged to someone else...
One day, Singh got so frustrated that he went up to her and said
"I'll give you $50 if you let me put a gear in your rear."
But th girl said NO.
So Singh said , "I'll be fast. i'll throw th money on th floor, you bend down and i'll be done by the time you pick it up.
She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend...
So she called her boyfriend and told him the story.
her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $100,pick up th money very fast, he wont even be able to get his pants down."
So she accepts the proposal.
Half an hour goes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call.
Finally, after 45 turgid and torrid minutes, the boyfriend calls and askd what happened.
She responded "The fucker used all 10 cents coins la!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
funny right!
:p
but i think th guy's kinda a jerk.
hahah.

okay anw. had dinner with baby jst now :)
ate laksa!
after that i force him to buy the watermelon powder for ulcers.
hahaha .
he is damn retardedddd!
he's nver tried it before, lol .
he says th taste sucks but it taste okay to me lor!
nooobsie.

anw gna run my stupid 2.4 again tmr.
hahah.
hope i'll pass!
:BB
i havent passed my 2.4 for 4 straight years in sec schl! :X

&i have a craving for roti john, so im gna eat it tmr for lunch yo! :D

ilove yapjiahan!
♥

hello to you, aikhong! :D
wish me good luck for 2.4 yo!
lend me half your stamina okay!
hhaha. :p

2009-08-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

yoooo people!
Ms President is here to blog.
okay, im jst kidding alright.
not trying to show off or wadever shitz. :)

yeh so i'm currently th president for choir.
hm, idk wad to say, Lol.
:\
andand sisya is th treasurer as expected!
woohoo! \m/
there are like 3 sops in comm but only 1 alto in comm :p
sops rule yo! \m/
hoho.

have been learning xmas carols these few practises.
i think some of th carols are quite nice! :)
&there's news that we may be gng HK end of yr to perform at HK disneyland!
omgomg
i wna go there! :(
hope we can go there successfully this time round yo!
hehe.

anw. had tuitn for physics tdy.
i think....
i rly suck at it.
but it gets easier as i did more and more questions..
i meant for dynamics only.
hhahaa.
overall i still suck.
&kenny kee said that im actually quite a clever person.
:p
except for physics i think. haha .
i rly dont understand why they say physics is like maths.
but th applying theory part is so damn unlike maths!
yucks.
those law law law.
wtf.
physics nia, need so many laws for wad. _l_

anw. met baby at my hse after tuitn.
went sk with him cause he's selling away his ps3 game..
thn went to bishan! :D
bought tickets for UP and we went to eat.
had swensens for lunch cum dinner! :D
woohoooo .
ate curry baked rice and ice cream!
baby ate fish baked rice!
had Milo Indulgence & baby ate Banana Split!
th milo ice cream tasted damnnnn nice laa can.
&as usual, somehow, swensens banana really tasted nice.
hahaa . :\

so after swensens went to catch UP.
th guy in th cartoon was like damn cute!!
but shit, i cant rmb his name.
hahaha .
th show was overall damn funny.
and th characters are like so cute!
but th front part of th cartooon was kinda sad.
:(
but still it rocks! :B

anwanw.
i bought webcam ytd! hoho.
webcam-d with baby for damn long.
hahah .
saw his half naked dad, and saw his tv which i mistook for a fishtank -.-"
and he still looks as retarded as always. :p
iloveyap!

&i realised i havent been gng out with yaya for so long alrd.
met her ytd for 2 min to pass her our lover bracelet :p
hoho.
and she dyed her hair!
urgh. im so freakingly jealous!
RAHHHH.

i wna get promoted to J2.
i wna take my A lvls.
& IM GNA DYE MY HAIR ON TH LAST DAY OF As!
muahahah, like wad i did after Os. :p

everyone needs a target in mind to make themselves strive and work hard to achieve that goal.
and mine would be aiming to get my hair dyed. :D
yep, thats my motivation.
i told my mom abt it and she gave me a "what are you thinking" look.
hahhaa.
but its alright.
no one can stop me from achieving that goal :p
CAUSE I SRSLY HATE MY CURRENT BLACK HAIR!
disgusting.

HELLO AIKHONG!
i wonder if you've been reading my blog as bedtime story again?!?
so im gna put your name here, as i promised.
hahahah. :p

iloveyapjiahan!
♥

2009-08-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

WENDAYE RAN 9 ROUNDS AROUND STADIUM TODAY.

okay, not run la.
hahha
i ran for 2 or 3 rounds tgt with cecilia and brenda.
thn remaining rounds i jogged.
:)
felt so proud of myself~!
wooohooooo .
maybe i shld start visiting the stadium more.
HHAA.
:x

i miss baby.
i wna go science centre again!
hehe.

&today laughed alot with baby cause of "hui wen di ku"
:p

oh, some black fatass from my class jst offended my clique yo.
you're so dead manz .
:) gl to you, erxin dabian.

never been so in love before.
i guess it may be cause th whole relationship thingy jst started thats why?
:\
idk.
i dont want this feeling to be gone anw. :)
iloveyou yapjiahannnnn!
i enjoy every single minute i spend with you.
but i hate you paying for almost evrything okay!
you're still studying! which means you arent earning money yet!
so stop spending your money on me!
OR I'LL REALLY GET ANGRY!

i rmb i had alot to blog about.
but am srsly too lazy to type.

oh one last thing.
im like gna be th p or vp for choir.
i mean wtf.
is this serious?
i rly dont think im up to it. :\
and they'd be announcing th comm ppl this friday!
what a bad timing cause i actually planned to visit baby's hse. :(
sad.
and angie lim i bet you're in comm okay!
if you're not i'd resign as p/vp.
hahah . :p

and my retarded baby thinks Jack is a nice name, hell knows why. -.-
but still,
iloveyou Jackkk!

2009-08-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

2009-08-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

so manymany days since i last updated.
ran my stupid and retarded 2.4 ytd.
last round and i felt my headache coming back.
i almost vomitted out.wtf.
went back to th hall after that. th headache was hurting me so much that i cried.
sokhwee was shocked. Lol .
zy gave me panadol to eat.. haha.
was taking my bag from th floor and when i got up i almost fell backwards. -.-"
i felt so weak for that moment.
thn sok jst snatched my bag from me and carried for me.
walkd to canteen.
sok thn buy h2o ask me drink ..
Lol.
im so touched by wad you guys did.
thanks alot. :)
and chuinchi siokkhim rachael thanks for encouraging me to run.
esp chichi, she even pei-d me run th last lap. but i rly cldnt run anymore.
thanks guys :)

had choir prac ytd.
it was well, better than last time.
haha .
at least things weren't so screwed. and we cld follow th "schedule" as planned.
so yep. :)
&sisya stop worrying abt wad post you'll get.
:) i think you'd be th treasurer! :D
anw, so far i think fiona and moses gna be th SCs.
Alto SL : jessica and mabel.
Sop SL : chichi and jiayun.
Bass : i cant rmb :x
Tenor : Mingle and gabriel.
but i thought gab not in choir anymore?:\
jst realised there're like so little ppl. :(
i miss th yr2s.

today:
went to school .
baby actually wanted to send me to schl but had to go schl early for proj, so yeh.
thn went to hall for CME.
so waste time la.
and there were some jokes during CME.
like th bald merlion...
hahaha .
went for maths lecture.
fell asleep for half th lecture.
my headache was like torturing me like, FUCK.
-.-
thn break. didnt had any appetite but ate western food nonetheless.
thn went for physics lesson.
i didnt know how i managed to pull through that 1.5 hours.
omfg.
thn when i tried to walk after physics, my leg muscles were like hurting.
and i felt like i have walking difficulties.
went GO to get pink form at 1pm.
really cldnt stand it anymore.
zy went to take pink form also.
thn left schl with zy to tamp polyclinic.
wtf.
th system there is damn screwed.
and i went there thn realised that i had fever.
hahaha.
i didnt even know that la can.
&chichi was like texting me abt choir thn i realised that she was at th polyclinic also, lol
so went to get MC and med.
doc gave me 2 days MC! :D
oh was wearing mask.
thn me and zy took photo with our masks on in th toilet.
haha .:x
and th med at tamp is like cheaper than hg's lor.
\m/
after doc went home.

reachd home, ate one piece of bread and med, thn went to sleep alrd.
baby came to my house to see me.
sorry baby , made you worry.
your face was like :( when you saw me laa.
made me feel so guilty..
felt so safe and nice when baby was here.
he kept showing me a sad face, made me feel like crying..
&we stupidly hugged.
im so scared i'll pass th virus to him.
but he doesnt care at all, keep asking me to pass my sickness to him so i'll get well.
sigh.
thanks for comin over jst to visit me.
really.
i love you loads. :D

i feel so showered with love and concern.
brend msgd me ytd at 1am and said "dajie you sick ar? ok not?"
i was alrd asleep so i didnt reply.
thanks for asking anw. :)
love s20 clique!

&baby thanks for being there for me.
and yayakoh!
sorry i cldnt go your hse tdy to pass you th smth.
:(
and i know you're not naggy, you jst care alot. :)
i love you too.
:B

jst ate my med. my head's like so heavy.
someone's sitting on it, im very sure of that.
:p

i hope i'll be better tmr so i can meet baby.
srsly i dont know wad to say to thank you enough love
im rly sorry i got you worried.
ily.

2009-08-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

2009-08-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

Baby and me! :D

i think we both look ugly in this photo. HAHAHA. :\
but i still love it! cause got baby! :p

&&i forgt to mention that baby sent me to school last frid.

hehe.

he reachd my hse at 630AM! omg.

thn we took 81 to schl &he saw his cousin on bus! omg.

haha .

&he helped me carry hwee's dabian throughout whole journey wor. :p

im so touchd!

thankyou baby! hoho.

&i rmb thursd i told baby that i gng clarke quay on frid.

thn he say wna go there bring me home.

and i ended up crying while chatting on msn. :\

i think baby treat me superly good.

sometimes feel that im not worth it.

ahh, i feel like crying again.

i superly love you baby!

thanks for being in my life.

♥

&i mean it when i say iloveyou.

2009-08-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

2009-08-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

went clarke quay for 2 consecutive nights.
hahaha .
:x

Friday:
schl ended at 1230.
went Tmart with ABC.
wanted to buy triangle cake for hwee!
but cldnt find any!
lousy place.
tsk.
thn in th end bought fruit tarts for hwee as sub for bday cake.
HAHAHA.
OH, PPL! PAY UP $$!
:P
anw bought th tarts thn waited for hwee zy and rach to end star prog. :)
thn gave hwee th tarts! haah.
hope she liked it!
hope it tasted good also!
haha. :D

had cca at 330 :(
sectionals was freakin' screwd up.
and i left early cause was gna meet B&C.
met rach at cafe thn went to rach's hse!
haha.
bathed there. :)
her conditioner smells damnnnnn nice~!
hoho.
thn went to rach's parents' rooom for th hairdryer! i super love her parents' "cupboard"
coolioz.
thn drew eyeliner. hoho.
my first time ownself draw wor. :p
luckily it turned out fine.
:D
daye is so pro :x
so arnd 555?
we left her hse thn walkd to tanah station.
thn went bugis.
and met nich.
hahaa, jundong ps-d him.
keliansz.
:x
went for steamboat at rach's friend's aunt's shop!
th tomyam was superly nicee!
&its like $21/pax.
so still okay.
but th stupid cheenas, zzz .
they sorta like chasing us off after we were like finishing th ingredients.
omfg lor.
i thought that was kinda rude and was abit buay song ya.
hahah .
and brenda was super funny during steamboat.
:)
nich was like th prawnpeeler for th day.
hahahah.
and sokhwee made rach eat alot.
overall dinner was fun .
lotsa laughter and stuffs. :)
ate until damn full.
drank alotttt of tomyam soup!
woohoo .
x3
after dinner took bus to clarke quay.
nich helpd sok carry her HANDBAG wor.
hahah
omfg lor.
they're acting so like a couple la.
hahha .
met baby at clarke quay station.
rach helpd me buy breezer &longislandtea. :)
i think longislandtea was average.
i prefer breezer though.
maybe cause longislandtea got more alcohol taste. hahaa.
11% worz. breezer only 4.8%, noobsie.
sat at th steps in front of central to drink.
brend was showing off her new learnt aussie slang.
hahaha .
damn funny.
but it sounded nice.
nicer than sok's so-calld "slang"
:D
brend took a few nice effects pic. :)
baby took pic with me also!
but his face soo red!
thn he say ugly. :(
hoho.
stayed there till 1040 thn brend and guys left first.
stayed with baby at clarke quay for his face to become less red.
hahaha.
so cute him.
:B
left clarke quay at 1140? :\
thn went home.
baby walkd home from my hse!
:(
stupid baby.
ily.

Saturday:
went for ptm with mom.
wore home clothes.
went to schl and i saw evryone wearing schl uniform
Lol.
but its alright.
nobody said anything.
haha .
my bff didnt say anything bad abt me. :D
love bff lvh.
haha .
:p
after ptm went to temple.
thn went boonkeng for brunch.
went to buy fishnoodle.
thn i saw zy's dad.
hahha .
happend that it was his stall!
woohoo.
was so glad :D
have been craving for his fish noodle for some time.
hoho
lucky me.
:)
after brunch took 23 to tamp and went starbucks to meet rach and khim.
bought CARAMEL FRAP!
woohoo.
i love it.
:B
did abit of pw thn brend reachd.
did rly a lil bit.
thn stopped le.
hahaa .
:\
went fb instead.
hahah :X
left at 320.
thn went isetan.
saw my beloved benetton wallet. :(
60+
i feel like buying it srsly!
went to meet baby at hougang.
thn we walkd to yaya's ahma shop.
bought eclipse there.
whahaa.
2.90 only. :B
thn talkd to yaya abit. ^_^
walkd arnd hgmall with baby.
cant believe we were there for like 2.5 hrs.
HOUGANGMALL?!?!
omfg lor.
i was saying i wna go arcade play, but we dont have th card.
thn we found a vip card lying on th floor ^^
thn went to top it up and playd spot th diff.
baby is quite pro.
but still . we're noobs -.-"
lol.
played 2 rnds thn left arcade
so noisy siol.
omfg lor.

baby left at 7? to meet his parents. thn i went off with yaya.
sorry baby you were late. :(
happy bday to your mom in advance too! :D

bought happy veg and oldchangkee to clarke quay with yaya
haha .
talkd alot while waiting for nx. :D
thn at 10plus nx calld.
and we went to meet her at boat quay.
she treated me to breezer!
woohoo .
love breezer! :B
gave nx her present!
thn i askd nx to give yaya a kiss.
whahahha.
yaya was so superly shocked! :p
too bad.
nx kissd me before so you have to be kissd too.
muahaha.
i love you lover!
:D

had tuition tdy.
superrr sian.
:(
jst had my pizza dinner. whahaha .:D
didnt know pizza hut can order online onez. so cool! :DDDD

tmr got phy test!
omfg lor.
waste time.
sure fail onez me.
haha :x

okay im getting bored of blogging.
ilovebaby!
♥

I LOVE YAP! ♥

2009-07-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY BROWN HAIR!
OMFG.
:(

gng for steamboat tmr!
woohooo.
after that gng for drinking at clarke quay! :)
so excited.

anw hwee alrd know we bought her a dabian for bday present.
didnt expect her to read my blog.
omfg lor.
i still so retarded la.
i somemore geh siao ask her during class "eh hwee why dont want go buy th big dabian?"
-.-"
she still pei he me somemore lor.
thanks alot ar!

&i realised got alot ppl read my blog~!
okay not alot . but jst i didnt expect so many.
Lol!
at first i thought only yaya read.
thn i thought zy is like ocassionally read.
thn realised that my whole clique got read de. even sokhwee!
omfg.
hahaha .

i askd yaya to buy me a black sweatshirt in fb pet society.
hoho.
she said okay!
wheee.
iloveyaya! :B

tmr is another slack day.
gna have cca tmr.
super sian.
:(
i kena sectionals. AGAIN!
omfg.
i wna die lor.
i dont want sectional leader laa .
i also cannot play piano .
im like very anyhow abt reading scores and notes and beatings..
-.-"
urgh.

hwee de bday tmr
omfg i have to carry th big pile of dung to schl tmr.
hahaha !
:\

baby say tmr want go pei me drink.
woohoo.
:D
&i cried jst now.
cause he said after my dinner and drink he wna go clarke quay bring me home..
waa!
i spuer weakling laa.
i superly gan dong.
thn cried. :(
very long nobody treat me so good liao, other than yaya..
i love you yap!
superly much!
hoho
♥

stupid aikhong!
hahha .
stop reading my blog as bedtime story!
:p
if not i evry post also put your name!
make you paiseh to read.
wheehehe.

ilyy. :p

2009-07-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

played air hockey using iTouch with sok tdy.

she lost like 2 out of 3 times.

woo!

OWNAGE!

sok sucks

hohoh :p

2009-07-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

tired.
but got th sudden urge to do chem/ maths.
haha
wads wrong with me.

saw baby's formal attire photos on fb.
he shortshort one.
thn wear long pants lagi short.
:x
but still very cute :B
th shirt made your arms seem so short love! hahah .
i dont understand why i cant see those photos..
z . lousy fb.

rmb-d smth.
was in lib tdy with sok cause we dont have chi lessons.
sok was playing FlyMustDie halfway thn she saw me msging jh.
thn she suddenly said "如果他欺负你，要跟我讲hor"
hahah .
i was super shocked that she so randomly said that.
thn i askd her dont worry.
hahha. kuku sokhwee.
thanks for being concerned.
Loveyou so muchhh! :D

my fingers feels so stiff.
i wonder wads happening to me.

OHOHOH.
i did my 5 stations tdy.
AND I PASSED ALLLLLL.
woohooo.
GOODY.
lousiest grade was a D cause of stupid standing broad jump, z .
i got A for shuttle run!
WOW, OMFGGGGG.
ahaha.
now, next wld be th death threatening 2.4run.
kill me.
z .

elearning tmr.
i feel its stupid.
why cant we elearn according to our actual timetable.
tsk, buay song siol~!
waste time.
:(

meeting baby tmr.
LIKE FINALLYYY!
so long nver see him liao.
err, okay, actually only 3 / 4 days.
Lol .
♥

cos' i love you &that's all that matters.

2009-07-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

Love my superly long hair.

2009-07-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

I JUST SHAVED MY LEG HAIR! hahaha
okay i know its damn disgusting . :(
but im so glad i shaved it again.
hahaha .
if not th hair's like growing longer and longer.
so erxin.

anw i sorta think its time for me to cut my hair alrd.
damn thick siol .
hot days will very pekchek.
haha .
but no cutting short!
trim will do.
yeap.
:)

i have GP star tmr.
&i have physics star on thursd.
i think its damn stupid.
i end schl at 2 on thursd thn they want me to stay back till 5 jst for Star.
thanks alot manzxc.
zz .

anw i finally got that irritating pimple off my face.
ITS SO BIG!
omfg.
luckily nver meet baby.
tsktsk.

tonight got incredible tales!
gna catch it later if my mom's back by then (hopefully)
haha .

yaya seem so troubled.
ask her wad happen also dont wna tell me,tsk.
make me so buay song.
but wad can i do~!
D:
*emo.

hoho.
my retarded baby msgd me in th morng.
so sweeeet~!
♥
i wna see him in formal wear plus tie.
shld be quite shuai.
muahaha .
i think guys with formal wear looks charming.
err, excluding typical office men. -.-"
like those youngster guys wearing shirt..
woah.
damn shuai.
whahahh. :D

okay. im gna talk abt ytd's chalet.
overall i found it boring.
firstly i dont know anyone there except for th bdayboy's sis (Grace) and my mom.
oh and auntie uncle -.-"
wanted to leave in th afternn but i scared dui bu qi my momma.
so forget it .
saw a couple of goodlooking ones there.
so good siol .
she has so many guy cousins.
unlike me. :(
and there was one white doggy.
oomg. so scary.
but heshe is damn cutte~!
:D
i didnt eat much.
only ate 1 otah for lunchdinner.
drank one can of beer.
and a few cups of peach tea.
haha .
how surprsing.
left chalet at 11. -.-"
Lol .
hope bdayboy likes th present i gave him.
oh, i gave him fcuk cologne!
hahaa .
im using th female version perfume.
i think its damn nice. :D
th guy cologne smell is damn hot.
woots.
:p

someone by th name of jh webcam-d me on msn ytd night.
HAHHA
HE LOOKS FREAKING CUTE!!!
webcam-d cause he wanted to show me his face with spects.
hahaha .
oh we agreed one day go out wear spects tgt.
Lol, so kuku right. :P
love baby loads!
kept thinking of him during schl tdy.
thn i kept staring at his photo.
hoho.
sounds so sick.
-.-"

pe tmr.
5 stations tmr.
pe on wed.
OMFG.
WED NO PE!
ELEARN!
OMFG I LOVE WEDNESDAY!
I LOVE MY SCHOOL!
WENDAYE LOVES TPJC!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
*grins.

i still love baby more.
but i love yaya abit more than baby. :D
♥♥♥

2009-07-26T10:30:00.001+08:00

HELLO SOMEBODY!
YOU STILL OWE ME BREEZER~!
♥

2009-07-26T01:24:00.001+08:00

edited th pics so it looks clearer, not like whole patch of black thing. haha
hey baby. tell me if you dont want me to put th photos on my blog.
:)
i scared you angry. :p
ily!

2009-07-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

yooooooo.
i love baby~!

hohoh.
went out with jh tdy.
he came my hse pick me thn we took train to vivo!
shopped arnd and went to look for hwee's dabian!
found it~!
but it wasnt as big as i expected :(
was kinda disappointed but still bought it anw.
thn he helped me carry th dabian arnd.
HAHAHHA.
okay actually planned to catch a movie but .. th screening time were all so late.
so to let time pass faster we took 80 from harbourfront to sengkang instead of mrt.
hahaha .
approx 1h45 min ride.
woohoo.
talkd quite abit on th ride &things happend...
hehe.

reachd sk thn we went metro.
bought my cous' bday present there. :)
my male maid helped me with my stuffs.. :p
walkd arnd sk trying to find a box for my gift but to no avail.
thn my malemaid suggested gng for dinner. so we went kovan for LAKSA!
yes it was super random..
hahah .
so we ate laksa at kovan..
&both of us sweated like hell.
-.-"
unfortunately th weather was very hot plus th seat we were at were like, totally no wind no fan no nothing. oh, only heat.
omfg -.-"
&im so sorry that i let that aunty sit down with us. :(
idk if you rly felt comfortable abt it but still im sorry.

after dinner went inside heartland mall for a sit.hahaha.
actually more like for th aircon la. :x
thn after that walkd to a playgrnd opp srjc..
but saw some ahbengs there thn we left that place.
haha .
i srsly HATE ahbengs and ahlians
why do they have to exist. tsk.

so me&jh took bus to my hse instead and went to th playgrnd there.
hahah .
talkd alotalot.
jh keep suaning me abt my small eyes :(
&he's freakin afraid of tickles.
muahahhaha.
my baby is such a loser. :P
but i'll still love him!
hoho .
oh we stayed at th playgrnd for more than 2 hrs until 11 thn he sent me home.
kissd baby gdbye in th lift and he went home le :(

woohoo. i can only say i reallyreally enjoyed myself tdy.
&i feel stupid whenever im with him. D:
jh likes to do th "wtf" face &i think that face really deserves 2 tight slaps.
muahahah .
&he browsed through my cam photos and saw weh's pics.
hoho. he said smth that i thought was rly cute but i forgt wad was it alrd. :(
took photos with him too..
^_^
lovebabyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

oh, yaya gave me a keychain ytd!
hahah .
it wrote "wendy" & "always"
she was like asking "dont you feel that the "always" the word very weird meh?"
so i lookd awhile and told her yeah. thn she told me its bcos she has th other half with th word "friends".
LOL.
for a moment i felt that yaya was damn kuku.
she shld jst tell me that she bought those friend always keychain wad..
ahhaha .
so funny.
but i love. :)
yup, yaya is my lover.
forever &ever~!!!!
bleah.
&still thanks loads for th keychain. :)
heheeee.
iloveyou yaya!

&im so glad that you're mineeeeee.
x3

2009-07-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

问自己，没有你我行不行。
显微镜底看爱情，才不得放大所有爱的原因。
遇见你之后爱上你然后很透你，原来爱是回不去的旅行。
亲爱的，让我忘记你。
那些事情，我终于看仔细。

i dont want it to end jst like that.
at least give me a reason why.
i hate you.
i hate myself.
i hate myself for falling for you.
im stupid.
im retarded.

&i dont wna lose you.

2009-07-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

feel like crying.
feel so lost.
i dont want anymore of this.
its so sickening.
why so awkward.
wad happened .
fck i hate myself.
fml.

yaya say im crazy.
:(
ppl nver talk to me thn i emo.
ppl talk to me thn i awkward.
wtf.
i also didnt know why like that
srsly wna cry.
sigh.

kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me.

2009-07-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

im superly disappointed.

i kept thinking and thinking and thinking abt it.

all these thoughts are making me feel hopeless.

maybe it rly is impossible.

forget it.

makes no difference whether it's known or not .

sigh.

i love slacking during PW classes.

On Mondays : Weh &his friends are always near th classroom so i get to see him alotalot. hoho.

On Fridays : Crapping and laughing with Brend Ham'er and sisya -- superb fun.

hahaha.

suddenly i hope cca nver comes back.

so what if i know im in th committee?

i wont get a very good post anw.

so fck it.

kena-d "meet th parents" session nxt sat, omfg.

i expected it.

hahaa.

3 fails 1 subpass and 1 D. omfg la.

wad kind of results is this.

i rly feel like turning to poly.

but yet

th projects that im always hearing of from my polyfriends are making me afraid.

so forget it.

poly's not for me.

&iloveyaya.

always there for me.

always msging me in class.

hohoh.

she gets rid of my boredom. :)

srsly i cant stand ppl who do not sms during lessons

why th fuck are their phones for then?

so stupid.

let it be the last.

2009-07-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

schl ended at 12 tdy.
but helen choo's fcked up schl rule stated that schl gates only opened at 1
fckyou.
z .
waited till 1 at cafe.
thn went home.

was thinking abt so many things on th 40 min busride home.
sigh.
i know its impossible but still im having hopes.

reached home at 2.
used comp abit thn prepared to go out alrd .
went yck to meet yaya .
she was still walking from her schl when i reachd lor!
thn i told her to hurry cause i scared i may see anyone i know.
luckily i didnt.
haha .

yaya said she walkd very fast. -.-"
thn when she met me she was damn tired. kept panting like dont knw wad shit.
Lol.
really old le.
took train to woodlands.
caught th 440 slot for Murderer.
yeh we bought th tix at 505? LOL.
missed out th front part but its alright.

overall th movie sucked.
th story is damn fck lousy la pls .
cant believe i spent 6 bucks on 2 hrs piece of crap.
ahaha.

&smth happened to yaya's mom.
dont think too much.
she jst needs some time alone :)
you still have me~
iloveyou! x3

&that got me thinking abt my mom.
she may be damn guailan at times.
but afterall she's still my mom.
furthermore i only have her to depend on.
that day she was telling me that she went to some fortune teller thingy.
thn fortuneteller said she's gna have a surgery soon.
advise her to eat less meat.
i dont know if its reliable but well.
its better to do at least smth ya.
&my mom suddenly said smth like
"i think my motive in this world is jst to raise you up till you're independent enough to raise yourself thn i shld be gone alrd"
wth.
i didnt know how to response lor.
all i thought was " if my mom was gone , wldnt that make me an orphan.."
sigh.

sometimes i wished for my mom to remarry.
so she cld at least have a better life, wont have to always worry abt me..
but seems like she aint interested.
plus. 15 years without dad &suddenly one uncle pop out asking me to call him dad wld feel kinda weird too wldnt it..
owell.
hahaa .

okay,enough of all these emotional stuffs and crap.
hahaa.

TMR IS FRIDAY! :D
end schl at 1230!
okay actually frid wasnt wad i was happy abt.
hahaa.
its jst that tmr is frid, which makes it nearer to saturday, thats why im excited. :B
hoho.

imu.

&th pic of me & darlinq was like taken when i was.. sec3?
so its .. so freakin long ago.
haha .
&i look like some flat girl without boobs, wtf.
z.

2009-07-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

2009-07-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

i Love yaya.
^_^

i miss my shortfriend.
&where's lukeyyyy! :(
havent been talking to him for ages.
si gina.
i shld find one day go his hse agn.
and scare th hell outta felix.
muahahahha *evil laughs.
still rmb how felix used to hug my shoe. -.- omfg.
stupid &greedy black cat.
rly shld find one day meet lukey le.
so long nver see him too.

yeh i know.
i get it.
probability is 0.
yes, i know.
i still feel stupid.

i wna go night safari.
th last time i went there was 2008's xmas eve..
cant believe so fast 7 mths pass by alrd.
&guess what,
you're alrd gone for more than 3 months.
i still rmb how much i used to cry over you.
im sucha crybaby. :(
but nvm~!
i will forgt you.
&i'm alrd starting to move on.
yep.
but still im sad to have lost you this close friend.
sigh.

i dont wna lose thd new friend.
nope, never.
i think i'll cry to death? Lol .
srsly.

ah, hope my posts didnt make him think that im some despo girl .
wth.
-.-"
i still feel damn fck retarded.
*speechless.

imu.

2009-07-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

I FCKIN FEEL LIKE A STUPID RETARD.

2009-07-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

Past Reminisces.

i miss my un-rebonded hair, idk why.
i miss my brown hair too.
i know i look ugly with spects.
i rlyrly miss my brownbrown hair. :(
i miss my prom makeup. hehe.
dont ask me wads with my left hand hanging in th air, idk why.
i rly think th makeup's nice. :)
i miss my green hulk contacts.
hoho.
stupid aikhong kept saying its green hulk's eyes -.-"
th colour is damn chio though.
i also think i look better when i smile showing my teeth. =B
lastly, i love siahjunsu~
i love guys with his hairstyle, or anything similar.
DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
*love.

2009-07-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

hello people.
its 5:55 pm now.
hahaha.
a cool time of a cool day for a cool peron like me to update the cool blog with a cool post.
how cool is thd. :)
okay, im crapping -.-

i did smth damn humji ytd.
yeap, very humji.
thinking of it, i feel like killing myself.
hahahha.

ytd.
had abit of "misunderstanding" with jh.
sorry manz .
i rly didnt expect that sms to make you feel that way.
i meant it as a joke.
i knew smth was wrong when you didnt reply that msg.
felt like i was in no position to disturb you further when i didnt get your reply.
maybe you were busy or smth, i dont know.
i rly didnt dare to ask "why no reply".
i mean, ppl who know each other for less than 1 week wouldn't do that right?
i rly dont know.
i hate th fact that i only know you for such a limited period of time.
well luckily things turnd out fine in th end. :)
i wldnt wna lose you as a friend.

went to his fb profile ytd.
saw smth unexpected.
guess what my reaction was..
i cried.
and it was like jst right after i saw that comment.
th pain was, freaking unbearable.
i dont know why th hell i cried for.
idk.
i rly dont.
felt like, th guy i liked jst told me that he has a girlfriend .
how'd it feel manz.
damn pain.
rly painful.
was crying and telling yaya abt it.
i felt stupid for that moment.
falling for you without even getting my facts right.
rash decision, yes i know.

like i said, th very humji thing that i askd him abt ytd.
i jst got th feeling that he's lying thats all .
i find it hard to trust.
what abt th fb comment?
thats wad yaya askd me.
yeh i know. its right there, in black&white.
written in th same format somemore.
calling each other th same name.
its like tearing my heart apart.
sigh.

gng movies with yaya tmr.
actually zap was tagging along but he's freakin underage.
so he cant watch th movie thd we're planning to watch. so, byebye to him.
haahha .
he made yaya dulanz also.
thats why sometimes jiedilian jst cant work out.
yeh, like mine.
hahah .
okay, thats th past alrd.
:)

had maggi mee opp schl with th normal ppl agn .
saw weh agn!
hahaha
his friend freaking slapped his butt in front of us!
omfgggggg.
cldnt stop laughing
&i cant believe his friend did smth which xiasuey-d weh so much.
my kelian de weh'er.
:(
jst imagine your EC kena hit in th butt by his(her) friend.
how malu wld that be.
somemore he knows one of us likes him.
imagine getting slappd in th butt by your friend in front of th girl(guy) who likes you.
i'd definitely go &die straightaway.
hahaha. :p

i realised i've found someone who can replace hl .
but thn agn.
this someone is kinda an unrealistic choice.
owell i can sorta confirm that he doesnt feel th same way for me like i do for him.
so maybe.. i'll wait till 8 aug and see what happens?
hahaha.

PS :
Angie said a horoscope thingy wrote that on 8 Aug,i'll confess my love to th guy i like. &turns out that th person likes me too!

hahaha
okay , i knw this is crap but still i'd like to try &experiment to see if its rly accurate. (though i rly doubt so)
;p

yaya. remind me to bring your hippo pen to you.
&i read your blog abt th keychain thingy hor.
i want hor!
haaha.
:p
iloveyouuuuu~

falling, falling, falling, fell.
&i find myself in love with you.

2009-07-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking too much.
i know its impossible le.
yup, i know alrd.

2009-07-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

i think,
ima lousy friend.
a very lousy one.
did i say smth wrong?
why didnt you reply my sms.
why th sudden change in attitude towards me.
why am i not able to cheer you up when you're feeling down.
i rly suck.
you were th best.
you rly are.
you did wad you cld to make me feel better but yet i cant do anything for you.
i feel so useless.
im damn fck useless rly.

&i find myself thinking of you day &night.
i cant stop myself from thinkng abt you.
during lessons and lectures.
all i think abt is you.
i dont knw why you're able to impact me so much.
but, its jst like that.
i meant it when i said i like you alot.
maybe to you it was jst a casual remark that you didnt even bother replying to it.

i think i've been thinking too much of th impossible.
make me wake up pls,
cause i think i've fallen for you.

2009-07-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

evrything is so damn fucking pointless.
wads with 20.07.2009.
lose friends day is it.
wth.
nobody cares.
you, you jst left for idk wad reason.
i fcking have no one to turn to now.
thank you very much.

2009-07-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

i dont know whats gng on.
i scared your msn nick refering to me.
i dont want you to jst say bye and bye like that
i thought you'd know i didnt mean it.
i thought you know me well.
if it's rly me that you're refering to.
i really dont know wad to do and say.
i rly thought you'd know that i was jst kidding when i said bb.
i was rly jst kidding.
i dont wna lose you jst like that.
one yr plus thn we got tgt agn.
thn if its rly cause of a new guy.
cmon
i'll unfriend him straightaway.
i cannot afford to lose you jst like that.

2009-07-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

yooo people.
hahaha .
i jst had my first meal of th day.
its 6.45pm now. :)

anw.
i went to meet a new friend jst now.
cant rly say he's a netfriend, so yeh, friend.
haha
he treat me drink breezer!
woohoo.
so nice.
i think he's damn funny & cute la.
drink one quart of th alcohol thn face red ear red neck red.
hahaha .
wth la.
\m/ you rock okay.
:P
actually expected only to like drink with him , thn go home de.
in th end we talkd quite abit..
haha .
played swing too!
omfg. it's been ages since i last had contact with swings.
hahaha :\
thn saw this mute cat.
i srsly didnt know animals cld be mute too.
so sad :(
th cats eyes were rly damn chio la.
wow.
oh i played his iphone games also.
faild in evrything, dots.
kinda dulan.
thn he kept laughing also. DOTS.
-.-"
so after playgrnd, walkd back to heartland mall.
bought mineral water &sweets there thn went home le.

smsd yaya when he left.
whahha.
told yaya abt him.
thn she say she wna see him
rahh!
i wont let you snatch him away~
muahaha.

:p
iloveyaya.
i bought for you th hippo pen! haahha :D

2009-07-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

i feel like crying.

but th tears jst wont come out.

i feel like im suffering.

but am i?

do you even care anymore?

i still miss th days when we were at least friends.

cant we go back to th past?

想回到过去。

2009-07-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

2009-07-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

2009-07-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

OMFG.
stupid blogger dont let me upload pics.
zzzzxzx .
i was so damn excited plus eager to show off my newurbanmale orange pencilcase on blog.
tsk, si gina.

okay anw.
I'VE BEEN GNG OUT WITH YAYA THESE 2 DAYS.
haha.
ytd i left schl early, went polyclinic get MC.
hiakhiak.
thn met yaya, and we went tamp1.
some suaku ppl nver been there before.
Omfg. -.-"
Dorothy perks got sale!
feel like buying thd dress siol. :(
shld i?
maybe i'll go bugis th DP try th dress.
:D
had banmian for dinner ytd with yaya.
talkd alot things, as usual.
haha .
thn as usual agn, we walkd home frm hg mall.
WHY WALK? omfg.
你不会明白的！
hahaha.
okay thn on th way home i told her smth abt me.
&she threatend to tell jacq they all!
omfg, zekark until.... !@$#@$#@$#$^%^$
nthg to say.
thn ever since ytd she kept suan-ing me abt thd thingy
so sickening.

haha, okay so.
tdy ended schl at 2pm!
DIDNT SEE WEH TDY! :(
SAW MINI WEH ONLY. :(
damn sad.
hahaha.
thn agn, went hg to meet yaya.
thn we went dhoby in hunt of my orange pencilcase.
thn from plaza sing walk to cathay, i was telling her ,
"i scared to go in, inside usually got alot shuai ge one"
hahaha.
thn she say she dont dare go in also -.-"
but luckily th NUM at The Cathay had only one staff.
muahaha.
went in, askd th guy abt my pencil case.
IN TH END THERE NO MORE ORANGE!
so i askd him helpd me check which outlets have, blahblahblah.
so after left NUM, we walkd back to ps agn for lunchy!
had YOSHI!
WOOHOO.
th sidedish rockkks.
:D
thn we went to Vivo! hoohoo~
finally got my precious pencilcasey there.
muahaha :B
thn we went home le.
haha
ookay, i know its damn waste time.
OHHHH.
saw these 3 guys in th mrt!
there's this guy in yellow NUS high schl teeshirt
omfg, he's damn goodlooking.
thn his friend beside him kept AA-ing ,z .
so lame. fugly also.
thn th other one in red, yaya say he better, looks more si wen.
c'mon on lo.
th yellowtee one more hot la.
xinye totally no taste.
HHAAA.
:D
okay thn reachd hg, took th escalator and saw this disgusting guy
he extended his fck hair until my length.
th main thing was, th extension was fck light blonde.
wtf.
its damnnn gross.
gay.

walkd home agn tdy..
ran for 165.
fckyou bus. tsk.

I WANT PERLINI SILVER'S MEMBER CARDDDD!
:(
i want that earring for 10$ .
its too ex la to me.
hahaha .
its damn chio. D:
but i cant have it.
SIAN.

oh i feel like shisha-ing.
heh. :x
&im gng bugis this frid!
woots!
so looking forwarddd .

:D

i miss you.
i'm trying to let go.
obviously im failing in dng so.
im still holding on, idk for wad.
idk wads there to make me hold on to.
past memories?
its so stupid.
adding you in msn, having your number, your constant reminders of us as friends..
its all redundant.
we dont even talk now.
we act like total strangers.
& you cld still say we're friends?
friends dont behave this way alright.
everyday i think.
maybe 2 yrs later again, you'll accept?
maybe you'll come to realise that nobody else wld treat you liike how i do.
maybe, maybe, maybe.
okay, i know its impossible.
i jst hope someone wld come barging into my life, and take away all my memories of you.
it'd be better for us both , isnt it?
everytime i try to forgt, i find myself realising how much i love you.
i feel useless.
idk wad im thinking srsly.
i see you in weh, idk why.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i hope weh cld be th one barging into my life.
i rly hope so.
muahaha.
:p
IRRESISTABLY CUTEEEE!

&ilove yaya.
every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure, forever &ever.

2009-07-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

Jst realised that i havent updated this thingy for almost one whole month, omfg.

hahaha.

&yup, there're a few things that i definitely wna blog about.

firstly.

DAYE IS SICKKKK! :(

i was absent from schl ytd.

&th whole day i was thinking "did weh notice that i was absent?"

hahaha. okay, i know th answer is obvious that he didn't, but i still hope he did.

so ytd, yaya pei me to hg polyclinic :D

went in there thn kena temp check.

th girl askd "do you have any cough flu or sorethroat?"

"yeh, flu and sorethroat"

"oh, die liao"

WTF. -.-"

thn she gave me a red dot sticker~!

yaya went to th green side. D:

so in th end i waited one hr to see th doct and get med.

wth.

in th end th nurses nver chop my MC with th clinic stamp.

so im kinda scared that th schl will reject my MC T.T

anw after th clinic visit, took 72 with yaya.

she went schl, & i went to dabao porridge. :)

I HATE COUGH SYRUP.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HAVE CHERRY FLAVOURING.

WTF.

ITS SO DAMN FCK DISGUSTING.

ate med thn went to sleep.

-.-"

thn woke up at 1230, went kallang to find mom &we proceeded to farrer park to baibai.

went on to tamp mall after that.

actually wantd to look for th iDog speaker. D:

but tamp de BHG and isetan DONT HAVE TOYS DEPT.

WTF.

might as well close down.

FCKYOU.

so after tamp mall i went home, and my mom went to look for her friends.

was watching dvds at home at arnd 8plus.

thn msgd yaya.

told her that my block nose is making me suffer more on top of th headache and sorethroat.

thn she askd to me meet her halfway betwn our hses to pass me vicks.

hahaha .

i was so gan dong la can.

so arnd 845 i left home to meet her.

got vicks from her and we walkd diff directions.

guess wad.

i fckin cried on th way home.

HAHAHA.

srsly after he's gone nobody rly cares abt me.

like, most of my friends jst "oh, take care, get well soon, drink more water"

&thn they do nothing.

but you and him were diff.

you even took th trouble to meet me at night jst to pass me th vicks.

you accompanied me to th docts even though you cld have jst slept for 1 hr more.

you constantly reminded me to eat my med.

after he left nobody did that anymore..

i'm glad you came at th right time.

i guess i rly needed someone like you.

thanks alot, rly.

ilveyou loads. :)

i have so much to say abt you coming back into my life once again.

at least i know if smth happens i still have you.

i'm rly not good at expressing myself.

but i rlyrly appreciate all you've did.

rmb that day at amk.

you send thd msg to him ..

yeh, i knw you jst wantd to let me know how he rly felt.

i know i told you i expectd wad his reply wld be.

but still i cried.

i think its jst that th long period of feelings is kinda hard to be let go of.

before i got his reply, i once had th thought that maybe one day he'd return.

but you made me see it clear that all these were jst part of my wishful thinking.

i shld have given up and let go long ago.

dont blame yourself cause i cried okay.

haha.

its rly not your fault.

i was th one who 不争气。

so yeh, thanks agn.

hahaha.

we'll be ... forever till th end of time.

[sounds like we're in a r/s lydat hors? :p]

iloveyou la jie!

IMISSWEHHHHHHHHHHHH~

brend helpd me take a photo of his bag,

WHAHAHAH.

i jst think he's rly superly duperly cute.

i know nobody thinks that way but I DONT CAREE.

muahaha.

ohya, i saw ham'er's feiwennanyou at tamp mall ytd.

hahaha.

but weh wasnt with him , siand .

i wna go clarkequay!

sian.

missd my chance ytd.

FCK THIS ILLNESS.

yaya, we go tgt with nx and her gf when you reach 18 oky? x3

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